GalaSynn's Journal

shit has just become really nuts lately!!!!

i have a court date tomorrow and i have no idea what to expect!!! i unwillingly decided to choose joint legal and physical custody of the boys, thinking that was the best move to make!!! but knowing deep down in my heart, that it was the WRONG decision to make!!! my boys NEED their mother in their life!!! not to say that they dont need their father, but right now shit is sooo screwed up in his home that i dont see the boys doing any good living in that enviornment!!!

school is going well, as can be expected....im in my 3rd semester and im trying to figure out what im going to do with myself......i will be graduating with an associates degree, which is something i WOULDNT HVE DONE if leigh wasnt by my side!!! but im at a crossroads bc i WANT so much more!!! i want to get out of this HELLHOLE i call my life!!! i want to pursue a career as a nurse!!! yes, i know dont count your chickens before they hatch, take it one day at a time.....i just want to know where my life is going!!!

i want sooo much for my family!!!!

this week i got news from my best friend that she has been involved in domestic violence at home......i knew she was having issues with her boyfriend, but i had NO IDEA it had become phsyical!!!! he was admitted into a psych ward over a week ago, and she has been at his side ever since....but i think she has finally come to the breaking point and im hoping that she will take the necessary precautions to get this man out of her life!!!! there has been an ACS case open against her now bc this so called man allowed an ex girlfriend to get involved.....what my friend doesnt seem to understand that is THEY WILL TAKE HER SON AWAY if she doesnt OPEN HER EYES!!!

so right now im feeling like shit, with my mind running marathons, hoping for some easy answer to all of lifes problems!!!!