in a funk...
May 25, 2009 3:44pm
shit has just become really nuts lately!!!!
i have a court date tomorrow and i have no idea what to expect!!! i unwillingly decided to choose joint …
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About Me
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About Me
LESBIAN and PROUD!! Married to the MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN ive ever layed my eyes on!! have 3 boys...live in NY...LOVE what i do as a profession, (when im doin it) im an EMT...have a dog named Buddy, a cat named Fatty McKaddie...
LESBIAN and PROUD!! Married to the MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN ive ever layed my eyes on!! have 3 boys...live in NY...LOVE what i do as a profession, (when im doin it) im an EMT...have a dog named Buddy, a cat named Fatty McKaddie...
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my interests fluxuate as my moods do...ive become an introvert...cant really pinpoint when that started....LOVE music!!! of all genre (especially LOUD HARD AND FAST!!!)...can be boisterious and OBNOXIOUS at times...but mostly quiet and cuddly!! into pin-up art, the 50's, rockabilly, fetish, betty page, dita von teese, beautiful women, LOUD bikes, dark places, art in all forms, poetry, dancing, flowers, baking (as GAY as that sounds), cooking, and causing Mass Hysteria among the masses!! YEY!!!
my interests fluxuate as my moods do...ive become an introvert...cant really pinpoint when that started....LOVE
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when do u say enough is enough???
May 3, 2009 7:49pm
things have been becoming progressively worse in the home with my 12 yr old son......i havent blogged about this in a while bc i havent found the …
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WHEN BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE......
March 10, 2009 11:59pm
soooo i havent been on daily strength for quite some time, been pretty much tryin to maintain my life.....in school now, still dealing with my ex …
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Defeated......
November 20, 2008 7:08pm
DEFEATED is how i feel right now.....
i am having trouble with finding the RIGHT words to EXPRESS exactly what i feel right …
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its been a LONG week......
August 24, 2008 11:45pm
its been quite some time that ive been here on daily strength.....ive kind of been keeping everything inside as of lately.....
well these past …
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Support Groups
Close Back Pain
ever since i had my second child my back has been shot!! it just so happens that i am in the health care industry and i use my strength on the regular....ive thrown my back out twice on the job and now im at the point where i have 3 herniated disks with protusions..YEY for me...im NOT having a good time!!! Pain seems to be an EVERYDAY occurance!!!
Treatments
- Flexeril Somewhat Helpful
- i take it...works for the most part...but leaves me feeling GROGGY in the morning!
- Heat Working / Worked
- is the GREATEST feeling EVER!!!
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- Ibuprofen Working / Worked
- Naproxen Working / Worked
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
- been goin to PT for bout 2 months now...not been doin the exercises im SUPPOSED to be doin. but feels AWESOME when im there!!
Close Child Support & Custody
so here i am...a 35 yrs old. 3 boys, ages 11,8,and 5. live in the bronx with my wife who is 24yrs old. got married at 21 with my boys father. stayed with him for 8 yrs til i couldnt stand it any longer. for the most part our relationship had been managable. but for the past couple of months things have gotten out of control with him. been out of work since april due to a back injury on the job and am now collecting PA. NOT A HAPPY MOMENT FOR ME!! now DAD has become the BIGGEST ASSHOLE EVER!!!
Open Female Sexual Issues
i am a 35 yr old survivor of child sexual abuse. dont feel much like a survivor!! my sex drive sux balls....NOT HAPPY!!!
Open HPV
was diagnosed with HPV the first time when i was bout 21yrs old. had the "leep" procedure. things were ok....here it is 9 yrs later and its back. didnt know it could come back. havent made my colpo appt yet. dont know WTF im waiting for...
Treatments
- Colposcopy Working / Worked
- had this procedure done a couple of yrs prior.
- Laser Surgery Working / Worked
- had this procedure done, but apparently its back....
Open Sexual Abuse
was sexually abused by my uncle at age 5ish. dont know how many times. cant seem to remember. then again by another uncle at age 10ish i think. was a raging whore of a teenager b/c i didnt care about myself or my body. ALWAYS had and STILL have low self image. ive been diagnosed as clinically depressed. NEVER took care of that. been to therapy a few times, nothing has been resolved. i have 3 boys and i am a lesbian. i can SAFELY say that im one pretty FUKD off individual.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni cant think of a day that i havent been depressed for some reason or another.
Treatments
Open Parenting 'Tweens (9-12)
mom of 3 boys. one of which is going through terrible 11's! been separated from their dad for 5 yrs now. living as a lesbian with my wife and boys. it seems that my son is goin through something and i cant quite pinpoint what it is. he is currently in therapy. but i dont see it workin for him. LOVE my baby and will do WHATEVER it takes to make him ok!
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)
proud mom of 3 boys ages 11, 8, and 5 yrs old. LOVE my brats!! their are days that they drive me nuts but they will ALWAYS be the LOVE'S of my life!
Treatments
Open Gay Parenting
lesbian mom of 3 beautiful boys....LOVE my wife...LOVE my life with my family!
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
ive gained 30-40 lbs in the last yr...its driving me insane. this is the BIGGEST ive EVER BEEN in ALL MY LIFE!! my health is slowly deteriorating. been diagnosed with hyperlypidemia, and prob on my way to diabetes. i have serious back issues, and i HATE being in the skin im in!! i SOO need to change my eating habits but dont know where to start or how...not like i havent been on diets before, but i have NO WILL POWER!! its gettin REALLY scarey for me!
Treatments
- Atkins Diet Working / Worked
- tried atkins after my second child was born lost 30lbs...it was GREAT!! but now im a fat ass again!
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- tried eating healthier, but lost interest REAL QUICK!
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- im good when i get into the swing of things..but right now im just a LAZY FUKER!!
- Weight Watchers Working / Worked
- tried weight watchers SEVERAL times. worked until i gave up...
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
im 35 yrs old. been out since age of 20....been married, still "technically married" to the spawn of satan...we have 3 boys together...met the woman im goin to spend the rest of my life with and married her. she is 24. LOVE her like ive loved no other!!! im just sorry that i have to burden her with MY shit sometimes...MY baggage has become her baggage!! im just here tryin to work shit out in my OWN head to keep us happy and healthy!!
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
well, im 35 yrs old and ive grown up around addicts...my parents were both abusers of marijuana,cocaine,alcohol,and crack. my mom got sober when i was bout 13ish i think and has stayed sober...my dad tried gettin sober but didnt stick...til this day im not quite sure if he's kicked his habbit...i LOVE him dearly....addiction is a HUGE part of my family..its in my GENES!! i am married to an addict...she has been living sober for the past 4 yrs now and im SOO PROUD of her!
Treatments
- Al-Anon Somewhat Helpful
- i went to meetings when i was a kid...unfortunately i didnt keep up with it..
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- ive talked bout my family history in counseling...
- Talking Working / Worked
- i talk when i find my voice...
- Writing Working / Worked
- i write when i cant express what i feel...ive written bout how my dad makes me feel...
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
dont know where to start..im 35 grew up around weed all my life...didnt think it was a prob...both my parents smoked when i was little all of their friends did it..it was around me everywhere i went growing up...i didnt start smoking it till i was 20...smoked everyday for 2 yrs..i stopped for a while...then sparked back up..its always been an on and off thing...i NEVER thought i had an issue with it UNTIL NOW!! been weed free for almost a yr now..but i CRAVE it EVERYDAY!!
Open Codependency
all i can say is my DAD!!! hes been an addict for as long as i can rememeber....and i do NOTHING to help the situation!!!
Open Myelodysplasia
dont really know too much bout MDS but just found out that my grandpa has this...i have a bone marrow donor card and dont knw if i will be using it to help my grandpa....
Open Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
Type: Primary Progressive MSi dont have MS but my close friend does....and i would liek to know more about it.
Open Bipolar Disorder
i was just diagnosed with having bipolar disease.
Treatments
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- ive just recently been diagnosed so today is my 10th day taking lamictal. im going to guess that it's working cause i dont feel NEARLY as bad as i have been for all of my life...i do however have ENERGY for days.....
Open Diabetes Type 2
was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes last month around this time....
Treatments
- Metformin Working / Worked
- it keeps me in check
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