freakyfest's Journal

I have been sick for the last few days. I feel better today. But everytime I hurt real bad or get sick I get depressed. Tired of not having enough money, not being able to buy my medications. We will get the taxes in soon but even they won't completly catch us up. It seems like things never get any better. Seems like I never get any better. I misplaced on of my diabetic medications when I went to Billings. So I just now started taking it again.So I am sure that may be part of the reason I am not feeling good.  Then I have a bunch of my medications running out at the same time. I have no idea how I am going to pay for them. Joey and I are starting to catch up on school work.  I am so frustrated because so far I can not tell a difference in my medication. I think it will still have to be higher. I just have to make it for a month and then I can raise it again.  But I want results it seems like I have been sick for ever. I have been for a long time. I am 36 years old and out of those atleast ten of them I have been sick. Not that anyone cares. Who wants to listen to me go on and on about how life sucks and I am tired of it all. What ever.