freakyfest's Journal

 Does it ever seem like you can't win. My husband has no clue how to interact with my 13 year old. We are gettting started late in the day because I have been feeling more off then usual. Then my son fights me because he hates math. I stupidly asked my husband to talk to my son. He immediatley starts threatning about taking him back to  public school. Then he says they will probably look at him say he is crazy and lock him up. NOw my son is mad and in control of the situation and refuses to do work untill my husband goes and apologizes. My husband anytime Joey acts up threatens to:Send him back to school.  He makes the situation worse.  My tens unit is not working or I should say the electrodes are not working. I finally got around to ordering them. I ordered two different kinds and three of each of them so hopefully that will hold me for a while. On the bright side I have an appointment on the 22nd with my pain specialist. I have to get more agressive with him and my treatment. I need to loose a lot of weight but when you hurt so bad it is hard to exercise not to mention finding someone to walk with.   I don't have enough money to go to the gym, which sucks, I would really love that. I need to start my physical therapy back up but I don't want to take time away from home school.My sinus have been clogged on the left side of my face for about three months. So my left cheek is swollen and red. I can't get into the Eye Ears and throat doctor because we owe him money and I will have to track down the bill to see who has it and then try to find a way to pay it. MY depression is ok it is my frustration that is High.