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12:00pm, August 28, 2009
Well so far so good today. I am hurting a little more then usual. I mowed half the lawn last night and I need to finish the rest today. It takes a lot out of me to do it. I messed up on my major pain meds. I called in the break through ones but forgot to call in the regular ones. They need ten days notice and I called in on Friday. I run out on Wendsday. So unless a miracle happens I am in trouble. I was doing so well with it all. I guess I was bound to screw up sometime...Jenna's birthday is today but we are not having a party for her untill tommorrow. She has to work today. It is her seventeenth birthday and I wanted to buy her a car or something like that. But I did not have the money. I am not sure what we are going to do when she gets her license because we are down to one vehicle. Anyone know someone who will take cheap payments on a vehicle? No I t hought not. We don't have enough even to make a deposit. I dont' know when we will have the money. Josh ran into another snag with his company. Now he has to file more paper work to become a corporation. So more money spent and none coming in the door yet. Pray for us please? We have to make the house payment in another two weeks and if he doesn't have his bussiness going by then..I am not sure what we will do. I am so very tired of not having enough money. I try not to worry about it but It just really gets to me. what if we dont' have enough money to go see my pain specialist. Do you know how many times we have had to reshedule it? At least three times. Well I am totally disgusted and depressed so I will let you all go. Please Please pray for all of us.
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Sounds like you are on edge and if you are trying to stretch your pain pills, which I would imagine you are doing, you are not controlling the pain well enough which makes everything worse.
Things are going to be alright for you as long as you continue doing the best you can. Having a strong faith, which I also know you have, is another thing that makes things a little easier to deal with, but you already know that.
You are in my prayers for your health, finances, and well being.
Take care my friend and let me know if there is anything I can do to help.
Your friend,
david
andrews
Kept the faith asometimes harder in times of needs, but god doesnt give us anything we cant handle.
bundymum
Your in my prayers as well as thoughts things will get better we as parents always wanna go all out for our kids and give them everything but sometimes love is just enough and u seem to be doing a fine job with that.xxxx
Teardrop665
I will keep you in my prayers. You are going through so much, you're such a strong lady to take it all. Happy (late) birthday to Jenna!
carolineleigh
And by the way, my parents never bought me a car, and I never expected them to. As difficult as it must be to just have one vehicle, I'm sure that Jenna understands completely.
carolineleigh