Day 150
Alright, I haven't been on in FOREVER. About two months. I've been really busy. So I guess I start righting about everything that's …
I graduated high school and am now attending my local junior college to get an Associate's in Business Administration. From there, I'll be attending Stephen F. Austin State to obtain my Bachelor of Science in Fashion Merchandising with a minor in Business. As you can tell, fashion is my passion. After college I'm going to move to NYC to hopefully open my own boutique and start my own wedding dress collection or to work as a fashion coordinator, working the fashion shows from behind the scenes. I have met the love of my life; he is my absolute everything. He is the one that helped me get rid of my ED. He is my savior, my knight in shining armor, my soulmate. I love him with everything that I have and I can't wait to marry him :] I'm a dancer, it's my savior as well. Dancing takes me away from reality for a little while and carries my worries away. I don't know what I would do without dancing. I'm just living life day by day and working hard towards my dreams. :]
I graduated high school and am now attending my local junior college to get an Associate's in Business Administration. From there, I'll be attending Stephen F. Austin State to obtain my Bachelor of Science in Fashion Merchandising with a minor in Business. As you can tell, fashion is my passion. After college I'm going to move to NYC to hopefully open my own boutique and start my own wedding dress collection or to work as a fashion coordinator, working the fashion shows from behind the scenes. I
Dancing, music, friends... Dancing is my savior. It's my life. It makes me so happy. When I dance, all of my problems drift away...all I think about is the dance, and I don't have to think about my ED or criticism or worries. One of my favorite songs is "Vegas Skies" by The Cab. That's an amazing band as well. :] Music can help me through a lot. I love my friends, but they don't know about my ED. No one but my boyfriend and parents do. I'm afraid that no one would understand...I don't think they would. But I'm generally a happy girl. I love living life and having fun! :D
Dancing, music, friends... Dancing is my savior. It's my life. It makes me so happy. When I dance, all
Alright, I haven't been on in FOREVER. About two months. I've been really busy. So I guess I start righting about everything that's …
Well it's day 69 and i'm doing better. i'm spendinv the nighg with the bf and he's helping me a lot. but now we're going to get a pregnancy test …
Well, it's day 44. I've had up and down days. Oh well...I'll write more later.
Hello, hello everyone.
It's been a few days since I've been able to write last. I don't really feel good, but that's because my period …
Well I've been feeling pretty crappy the past couple of days but I think that's because I'm about to start my period. Bleh. :/ But I …
Hey, what do you know, it worked. And on the third day there was a smile upon my face. Thanks, I'll take them any way I can at this point... oxoxo Shannon
Hi Hun, Been doing for the most part OK till last week, then I started with a slew of anxiety attacks. I hate feeling this way but whats a gal to do? Sometimes I just feel like a ship in a storm just trying to steel my way clear of the worst of it. Anyhow I hope thisngs are better at your end of the rainbow. Have a fun week! oxoxo Shannon
Been doing great, not having as many anxiety attacks as I use to. I guess I've just been working through the grieving process as expected. And you, anything new? oxoxox Shannon
Keep going and keep your chin held high
Happy Holidays to you too!
I'm 18 and I've been struggling with eating disorders for about 2 and a half years now. It started with Anorexia, and then progressed into Bulimia. I began purging constantly, but I can't live that way anymore. I only weigh 94lbs; the fear of becoming fat still seeps into my brain from time to time, but I'm fighting it rather well. I've gone back to eating 3 times a day, and if I ever eat too much, instead of purging, I excersize or dance. I'm finally getting better. :D