Journal Entry for April 10, 2008
Im almost there
my name is kate and I live with my grandparents. I have 3 cats who are my babies her name is libby she is 5 and isabell she is 9 months.
my name is kate and I live with my grandparents. I have 3 cats who are my babies her name is libby she is 5 and isabell she is 9 months.
I like music. any kind as long as i can sing along to it. it helps when im feeling down. i also love to read. what better way to escape realiy then in a good book.
I like music. any kind as long as i can sing along to it. it helps when im feeling down. i also love
Im almost there
Im going to tell you a story. About a young girl no more then 6 years old. A pretty girl blond and blue eyes and the face of an angel. Her mother …
Ok today well today still feels like yesterday to me. I didnt sleep at all so i figure ill drink a lot of coffee and sleep tonight if possible. But …
O my. Im so lonley. Nikipoo has a life, why dont I? Nikipoo has Kathleen over and of course i called him and he didnt answer, you know if i …
today was a pretty good day. I got my diploma in the mail, got my McDonnalds and shamrock shake, my b/f came over and we exchanged valintine resents …
a hug to say hi and i hope you are ok xxx
Take a hug x
i just want to let you know that your therapist sounds a lot like the ones i've had. they don't want to deal with what happened to me either. i'm here if you ever need to talk.
hi there been away so just catching up with everyone, how are you? xx
I was walking home from a friends and i took a short cut trough the woods. A man came up behind me and grabed me. He threw me on the ground riped my clothes off and raped me over and over again. He told me not to open my mouth or next time i wouldent be so lucky. I went to the cops when y dad found out and they couldent do anything. I live down the steet from where it happend and im scared to even walk outside.
my dad basicly is a child himself with no sence of responsibility. he is`selfish and mainly thinks of hmself. after i was raped he decided he didnt want to deal with me and sent me to live with my grandparents. there are 3 bedrooms and my grandparents sleep in seperate rooms and they hate each other so there is always screemong and drinking. we also have a boarder who lives in the back room so im left sleeing on a couch in a very small house. i have no place of my own.
after being raped repeaidly ths ast year i unfortunatly took up cutting, anything to make me feel something else, the more i was told to stop the more i hurt myself.
i was raped and sexualy abuse my whole life and i just cant seem to be happy, i cut i smoke i drink, i attempted suicide and every little negitive thing upsets me.
when im around men , or someone finds out about the sexual abuse. or im in a finacial situation i have these uncontrollable panic attacks.
im only 16 moving out with my 19 year old b/f already engaged and trying to get a full time job to pay for a roof over my head as i sleep on a couch at my granparents cause my father dosent want me any more. on top of all that i cant find a job even tho i have a ged.