Big Update
This has been a long time coming, but I have to give up on my baby dream.
I now have developed very high blood pressure on top of the diabetes, so doc …
I am a native NYer living in coastal SC. It has been a bumpy 39 year ride for me. I am twice divorced and now currently married (for almost 5 years) to a sweet man who I met on the internet almost 7 years ago. I was told in 1999 that I would never be able to have children, but, since Sept 10, 2006, I have miscarried 3 times. I have been diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and PCOS. I have since gone on meds and changed my eating completely. In 6 years I have lost 75 pounds. In spite of all the progress, I am still not healthy enough to have a baby. The doctor just told me this week (05/14/09) that we have to stop trying and give up. I now have very high blood pressure on top of the diabetes and need to take care of myself and give up on the whole baby idea. I am ok, I guess.....
I am a native NYer living in coastal SC. It has been a bumpy 39 year ride for me. I am twice divorced and now currently married (for almost 5 years) to a sweet man who I met on the internet almost 7 years ago. I was told in 1999 that I would never be able to have children, but, since Sept 10, 2006, I have miscarried 3 times. I have been diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and PCOS. I have since gone on meds and changed my eating completely. In 6 years I have lost 75 pounds. In spite of all the progress,
Singing, movies, internet, walking on the beach, making new friends, doing hair, skin, and nails (my job), anything church related (serve on choir, teach youth, work on the sound team, & outreach) I like to stay busy.
Singing, movies, internet, walking on the beach, making new friends, doing hair, skin, and nails (my
This has been a long time coming, but I have to give up on my baby dream.
I now have developed very high blood pressure on top of the diabetes, so doc …
I got the MRI results and I do not have a tear, but it isn't good. I have to start physical therapy tomorrow and I don't know what they are …
So my internet is back up.
I have been so sick lately and then the problems with my shoulder have progressed.
I had 2 xrays and now I am having an MRI …
I am sitting in the Krispy Kreme doughnut shop on their wi-fi. I will try to get on and check on all of you every chance I get.
I can check my email …
We are in the middle of oour move and I got a BFN!!!
We have no internet yet....
so this is me sneaking it at work, shhh don't tell....
Thinking of you my friend!
I just saw your status....hun I am so sorry to hear what the doctor has said. I know how devastating it must have been to hear. I am always here if you need to talk. My prayers are with you hun. Thanks for thinking of me....xoxoxo
I am so sorry to hear about your doctor's conclusion. I'm wishing you all the best in everything and sending prayers your way.
Saw your status and posting. I am so sorry. I hope you can fine peace and happiness in your future. {{ Hugs }}
Oh thank you Robin. I am not so sure about the belly being cute...but I do really love it!!! I hope you are doing ok. Think about you often. xxxxxx
I am a type 2 diabetic, who since Sept '06, has had 3 m/c (at 14 wks, 6 wks, & 12 wks). I am feeling encouraged that I someday, soon, will have the child that my heart and arms ache for. Although, I was so sure this last time was going to take, we still have our eye on the goal. My husband and I are currently not TTC, but hopefully sometime after Jan '09 I will feel confident in TTC again.
I was diagnosed w/ PCOS in 1999, and was told I was too overweight and with this ovary disease that I would NEVER conceive. Since Sept 2006, I have conceived and miscarried 3 times. Although not currently TTC, I have not given up.
Mom and Dad are both diabetic, as well as 1 grandparent on each side. Neither of my parents take care of theirs so I do not want to go down the same road of deterioration that they are. I was diagnosed 6 years ago then promptly lost my health insurance due to job change. Controlling my B/G has been very hard. But now I have the right Dr. , insurance, and am doing much better.