This isn't the life I ordered.
September 12, 2008 6:42pm
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About Me
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About Me
I'm a 47 year old mom of 3, (24, 17, 16) who works from home. My husband was given a Dual Diagnosis about 6 years ago. In 2006 I discovered he was online dating and meeting with the local women he was talking too. We tried to work things out, but he continued to try and do all this behind my back. I asked him to leave in August of 2007. There are at least 10 women I know of. The last one was in December. I am VERY angry and hurt.
I'm a 47 year old mom of 3, (24, 17, 16) who works from home. My husband was given a Dual Diagnosis about 6 years ago. In 2006 I discovered he was online dating and meeting with the local women he was talking too. We tried to work things out, but he continued to try and do all this behind my back. I asked him to leave in August of 2007. There are at least 10 women I know of. The last one was in December. I am VERY angry and hurt.
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Interests
My Faith, My kids, my work, music, reading, working out.
My Faith, My kids, my work, music, reading, working out.
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Journal
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Journal Entry for August 25, 2008
August 25, 2008 7:18pm
Got the papers signed today for the house. I thought I would be excited, but it is bitter/sweet. It's sad to realize that a home that …
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Journal Entry for August 17, 2008
August 17, 2008 11:19pm
The last week has been pretty good. My middle kiddo turned 17 on Tuesday. Where does the time go! He's on the basketball team …
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Long Road
July 23, 2008 1:35pm
It's been a while since I've written anything here. It seem a little foreign since most of my thoughts tend to stay in my head and …
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Pain and more pain
May 14, 2008 11:49am
It's been a while. Things are upside down inside me. It's time to let go of the H. There really is no hope that he will …
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Good morning we haven't talked in awhile and I wanted to see how you are doing? Have a nice day.
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hard to say, my hole is getting foggy. Still struggling too huh. Im sorry.
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hey Barb, i hope things are working out for you.
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Flower
Hey Barb, sorry your not feeling well.
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Good evening how are you tonight? kelly
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Support Groups
Close Infidelity
In October of 2006 I suspected my husband had started frequenting online dating sites during his work on 3rd shift. In December my concerns were verified. We tried to work it out, but in May he left for a short time. He returned the first part of July in 2007, but I found more emails in August and asked him to leave. He has been gone ever since.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Not Working
- His activities continue off and on. I can forgive, but then another incident comes to light.
- Leave Somewhat Helpful
- Less stress on me and the kids.
Close Tourette Syndrome & Tic Disorders
My 15 year old son was diagnosed with Tourettes when he was 12.
Treatments
- Tenex Working / Worked
- Doesnt get rid of all the symptoms but does help with some of the behavioral problems.
Open Restless Legs Syndrome
I have been on medication for about 5 years. My doctor recently added a new medication and that seems to help alot! He also took me off Prozac which I was on for PMS. He said it is really bad for RLS.
Treatments
- Neurontin Working / Worked
- 900mg a day along with the Requip has really made a difference!
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Not Working
- Husband dosen't want to do the footwork.
- Patience Not Working
- Past this point a LONG time ago!
- Talking Not Working
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)My husband has been diagnosised with Borderline Personality Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress, OCD, Passive/Aggressive Behaviors and drug addiction.
Treatments
- Talking Not Working
- His mind works differently than others so it's hard to have a discussion because he totally takes what I'm saying and twists it around.
Open Diabetes Type 2
I'm not quite sure where I'm at. My doctor said I had a metabolic disorder. She described it as being Pre-diabetic. I am on Metformin an am supposed to be watching my diet.
Treatments
- Dietary Modification Working / Worked
- Difficult. I love my sweets and breads!
- Metformin Working / Worked
- Seems to be working. I'm not having the dizzy spells and blurred vision anymore.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Working on getting up the motivation to get back too it.
- Crestor Working / Worked
- Working as far as I know.
