Journal Entry for March 16, 2008
March 16, 2008 5:50pm
ok im back ,,, i was feeling really well and getting to think that i am back in control of all this ha ha silly me. this is what happened i went to …
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Im a 27 year old mother of two boys, i have had panic attacks since i was 7 years old, they have ruled my life for so long now also my mum and sister suffer from them. i just wish that i could be free of them forever !!!
Im a 27 year old mother of two boys, i have had panic attacks since i was 7 years old, they have ruled my life for so long now also my mum and sister suffer from them. i just wish that i could be free of them forever !!!
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Journal Entry for February 12, 2008
February 12, 2008 12:35pm
had a bad day yesterday, dont know why nothing happened im just sick of surviving and want to live a bit , my old boss phoned me and offered me a job …
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Journal Entry for February 2, 2008
February 2, 2008 6:20am
ok this is my first journel entry, so here goes, i woke up this morning with the usual feeling of dred, but my son needed me so up i got and …
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My thoughts and prayers are always with you my friend.
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Hopppy Easter!!!! A gift for you freely given to you and us all, for renewed hope and Joy! Xo'sss
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Sounds like you are off to a great day! Remember, listen to your body for signals to slow down. Some of us with anxiety have a hard time recognizing "slow-down" signals early enough and then are puzzled when we have a bad day. I am off to walk at the park with my friends. Betsy
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Hello there, I was a new bride at 22 and never had my first child until I was 30. Here I was pregnant with my first child and I was supposed to be happy. But, during my pregnancy I was sad and missed my father an awful lot. He had died in a car accident a couple of years before I got pregnant. I was a daddy's girl too. That's when I started having anxiety that I thought was post partum after my baby was born. I wasn't treated for anxiety until last year when I had a run in with a mom and her mother from the church we used to attended. The problem was really between my daughter and her daughter .The mom is the type of person that thinks her kid can do no wrong and basically fights her kids battles.( I am the type of person that will tell you straight up my kids aren't perfect. In my eyes they are pretty close to perfect though). That's just what it was kid stuff. That was the straw that broke my back and sent me right into counciling the very next day. The mother of the girl was so mean to me and I tried to go and resolve the issue and she screamed at me and said she was going to get a restraining order against me. I could not believe what I was listening to. I have stayed away from them for two years now and I know in my heart that I didn't do anything to deserve to be treated that way. I have prayed for them and forgive them too. Because of the way they treated me in trying to hurt me I actually have gotten better. God is so Good! I was also diagnosed with type two diabetes this past fall and that can cause depression and anxiety. I was and only child and I really felt I wanted more children after my first born. I got pregnant with my second child when my Daughter Lindsey was 13 months old. I was so excited until I started to have the same thoughts you are having about your third child. Apregnant woman is so full of hormones and emotions and even more so if she has small children to care for. When my second daughter Laura was born the love I felt for her was no more or less than what I felt for my first. God answered my prayers that my children would grow to be close and friends too. Something I never had as an only child. They are now 13 and 11 and the jewels in my crown. Just keep loving your boys and when your new bundle arrives they will fit right in. Also try not to blink too much they grow so fast. God Bless, Busmom
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Thank you so much, I just have to be more careful about letting people get close to me emotionally. I have been hurt badly by some on DS and that will never happen again..
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Close Panic Attacks
hi i am 27 years old and female i have two sons aged 7 and 3 i have suffered from panic attacks since i was 7 years old, my mum and sister both suffer from them and have both had nervous breakdowns so as you can imagine that is my fear!! i just wish i could overcome them and live a fear free life
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Too Soon to Tell
- im trying my hardest to be happy
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- im waiting to go on a cbt course
- Rescue Remedy Too Soon to Tell
- i carry it round with me it is like my security blanket not sure if it really works
Close Anxiety
hiya i have suffered with anxiety since i was about 7 years old, im so sick of it ruling my life and just as i think im getting strong it wacks me smack in my face and i am back where i was scared of doing anything or going anywhere but then scared of staying at home on my own !!!
Open Depression
hiya im a 27 year old mum of 2 boys, i have suffered from depression and anxiety dissorder since i was about 7 years old panic attacks have ruled my life for so long,
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- i have tried most of these and they just make me feel worse
- Positive Thinking Too Soon to Tell
- i try so hard to be happy
- Prozac Not Working
- i felt so ill on these
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- about to start cbt fingers crossed
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- my family are a great help
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
- wrote my first one today
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