Journal Entry for February 20, 2007
February 20, 2007 4:10pm
I am actually getting hadaches when I must meet new people or there are a lot of new ones in the group; I think about what why to me? I would be so …
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I'm 56 depressed, divorced, I have 3 daughters who are the only reason I'm still here. I don't want them to be saddened by my death. Physically I am in very good health except for arthritis in my back and neck. I have so much that is good and wonderful in my life I should be one of the happiest people in the world. And then there is the depression, I feel unworthy and that there is something evil within me. That seems a little strange to be because I do have faith in GOD and yet there is this dark place. Where do physical disorders end and weakness of the soul begin?
I'm 56 depressed, divorced, I have 3 daughters who are the only reason I'm still here. I don't want them to be saddened by my death. Physically I am in very good health except for arthritis in my back and neck. I have so much that is good and wonderful in my life I should be one of the happiest people in the world. And then there is the depression, I feel unworthy and that there is something evil within me. That seems a little strange to be because I do have faith in GOD and yet there is this dark
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Not quit sure anymore. I've have been a single parent of two of my three daughters for 18 years. Somewhere along the way I seem to have lost "me" and don't know what I really like or want any more. I must try to reach out and make friends, go and look at art, enjoy history, and I used to "combat shoot." I'd like to hike and camp again but one should not do those activities alone. What is my interest - - finding out who Michael is and if there is life after the kids are all good responsible adults.
Not quit sure anymore. I've have been a single parent of two of my three daughters for 18 years. Somewhere
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February 14, 2007 9:28pm
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Journal Entry for February 13, 2007
February 13, 2007 11:18am
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Journal Entry for February 12, 2007
February 12, 2007 12:09pm
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Journal Entry for February 5, 2007
February 5, 2007 4:09pm
Everything just went away all that typing. and I'm to tiried to keep going. My doctors think I have Post Tramatic Stress Disorder. I thought I did …
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Ok, read carefully "I" CANNOT dance (ask my wife) but YOU should let go and do a happy dance! Great news. NTP
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Congratulations for getting to where you are today and being a strong role model for your children. I appreciate your post. It gave me food for thought and I liked your straight forward approach. My husband is not gay just addicted to young teen porn. Not sure where we go from here. ....... Its difficult
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