Update
January 27, 2009 3:19am
I have been releived of about 95% of the pain and I am shocked. I need to be more grateful. God needs alot praise for his work with …
Nizhoni 
12:52am, July 31, 2009
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About Me
Nizhoni
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About Me
I am a Psychiatric Nurse to children and youth. My career stopped dead March 28th a year ago when I developed seizures and ended up in Physical Rehabilitaion for pain and loss of use of my legs. I have a Harley and just started riding a year when I was stopped cold. I am a student of Native Americans and am recovering in body mind and spirit. I have just recieved my Medical Retirement. What does one do now that they are retired with benefits. Pain is getting better each day. That is not fair to all of you who are suffering more. But the Psychological bruises still sting. I now have my disability and am thinking about what I do next.
I am a Psychiatric Nurse to children and youth. My career stopped dead March 28th a year ago when I developed seizures and ended up in Physical Rehabilitaion for pain and loss of use of my legs. I have a Harley and just started riding a year when I was stopped cold. I am a student of Native Americans and am recovering in body mind and spirit. I have just recieved my Medical Retirement. What does one do now that they are retired with benefits. Pain is getting better each day. That is not fair to all
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Interests
Traveling the World Before I die.
Traveling the World Before I die.
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4 hugs received, 2 hugs given, 1 group discussion post
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Is there any sense to any sense of any sense.
August 20, 2008 12:45am
What aver is going in the and I am confused. heLLO JOLE ALTO STOP
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June 28, 2008 12:55am
Aristotle said "Misfortune shows those who are not really freinds." My first counselor said that being sick and injured …
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good morning my friend, sorry to hear about the pain you are going threw. you are in my prayers, god will heal you of your pain....dont give up on his love for you...our strength and hopes come from god................you have a good weekend....gods love
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good wednesday morning my friend and you are more than welcomed....thank you for your messages of wisdom . : ) we can all learn from your quotes.. : ) no matter the problem, remember, god will work it out.....god bless you..
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good tuesday morning my friend....never rush god...god will provide....you have a good day...gods love
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good morning my brother, always remember that our god is a loving and a caring god, and you enjoy your sunday............god bless
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good morning, i pray you are feeling better. : ) our god is a loving and caring god...pain will not last always.. : ) you have a good friday......sending gods love
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Close Chronic Pain
After my second seizure ever I woke up with trmendous pain in my legs. My Pain specialist says it is due to my degenerative back.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Good antidepressant and I have been on alot.
- Flexeril Working / Worked
- Makes me very sleepy.
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- I really have to work at it.
- Morphine Not Working
- Morphine really sucks for me.
- Neurontin Somewhat Helpful
- Helps with the pain and the seizures.
- Oxycodone Working / Worked
- Does well but I am afraid of addiction.
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
- This is what saved my life but remember to take your pain medication before a session.
- Talking Working / Worked
- If people will take the time to listen I can get some relief.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- My neurologist want me to start eating a portion of Cannabis Daily. It is legal in our state and he has filled out the papers for this treatment to begin. Better Herbs than Opiots
- Prayer Working / Worked
- My neurologist want me to start eating a portion of Cannabis Daily. It is legal in our state and he has filled out the papers for this treatment to begin. Better Herbs than Opiots
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I have been diagnosed PTSD after my stay in the hospital and childhood issues. the hospital stay was not warm and caring but intrusive and violating. I get anxieth attact from no where. Look foward to talking with others.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- Antidepressants have never worked for me but the Docs keep prescribing them. I am on Cymbalta now and I think it is working.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- I love music but when I am in the middle of a panic episode I need to reduce all stimuli.
- Paxil Not Working
- Another one of the many that did not work.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I have been to many therapist but the one I was referred to this time seems to be helping.
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- I read alot especially at night. But as I stated before, sometimes I need to stop all stimuli.
- Remeron Not Working
- Did not work as it was supposed to.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- This drug is a God send. It is literally saving my Psyche.
- Supportive Care Somewhat Helpful
- I am afraid to go in public. That is why I am on this site to get more supportive care.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I am not one to talk but this time it seems to be helping.
- Zoloft Not Working
- Another antidepressant that did not work.
Open Brain Injury
I had a mild concussion which resulted in having 2 documented seizures. When I woke up from the second one I could not walk due to the extreme pain in my legs. I have been in PT OT and Speech therapy since then.
Open Schizophrenia
I have felt and told I was different all my life. The Doc after sorting out everything else that is going on sent me to a very good Neurologist. He and a good Psychologist said that I have Schizophreniform disorder. So that is that. I guess you might say I am coming out. It is very hard for me to accept this being in the profession I am in. The only people who formally know are my best friend and my son and daughter.
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