terh's Journal

I am in the process of getting myself support and hopefully help guide me through this relationship mess.  I am gonna attend my first alanon meeting tonight and I am nervous but excited. Am very hopeful that this will help put many things in perspective and I am learning to totally put this mess into my higher spirits hands to direct me.  I had a monthly check in with my supervisor and addressed some things that are rubbing me the wrong way at work.  She agreed and recognized the situations and now I feel better to have gotten it off my chest.  I have really been asserting myself to not let things fester and not allowing myself to be a floor mat to people.  I also am not gonna get angry and leave.  I will stay and work on this.  I feel more adult and at peace with myself now more than I ever have in my life.  I hope the out come of things here at least meets me half way to my expectations.  I also hope work can find a balance.