raeclear's Journal

Had a neet dream last night.  My grandfather who is/was very close wtih me who passed away last year came to me in my dream.  I dont dream of him often, just gentle reminders to let me know he is there.

Last night was he and my granparents anniversary, so she went out of town with a girlfriend, which I'm happy for her about.

I kept having all these crazy dreams, but it turned out that I had to help not only myself , but many others wether this bad storm.  I was driving a boat (Poppy taught me how to do) and I rescued a few people and myslef form this bad wether.  I know I could potentially see Poppy if I made it by a certain time, but I turned back around to get these people even though I knew it ment that I might not be able to see him.

When I finally got to the inlet and really rough part of the trip, that I was nervous about making it threw, I saw his boat and him in his rain jacket.  He just gave me the subltle nod and smile that I love so very much and is always so reassuring.  By keeping focused, I knew I could make it through.

I did- and was exahusted.  I got the people ashore and wasnt doing so good myself.  I laid down on the sand and he hovererd over me with a big smile.  I said I cant belive you are here, how were you able to stay, I thought I was going to miss you??? He just simply said you will never miss me, I will always be here, I'm never far- if you just look and perservere as you did...I will always be here for you!   You wethered the storm and  did a great job!

Anyhow- it was amazing and made me feel very good!