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kidd2 
10:31am, January 9, 2009
Wednesday, October 22nd, 2008
I haven't journalled for quite a while, but am feeling like I need to. I can feel myself slipping into a depression. Since i've been there before, I will do anything I can to keep from going there again, and I thought this might help. Yesterday was a bad day emotionally. I woke up to a dark, wet sky. The reality that winter will soon be here hit hard. I hate winter. Since I have been unable to walk, it is really hard for me to get through snow and over ice. I also hate being cold. I think I must suffer with Sad since I need to feel the sun everyday. Today is going a bit better. My daughter dropped off her dog on the way to work. Its good company for us both. My husband {who seems to know when i'm in need} is taking me out tonight. My oldest daughter and I made plans to go out for lunch on Friday. {gives me something to look forward to} The dog and I sat out in the backyard {eventhough it was overcast}. He motivates me to do that because he won't stay out by himself. lol I am in a better place today, hope it lasts.
