I want
November 26, 2009 2:16am
I want to loose weight
I want to cut myself over and over till I can't stand the pain anymore
I want my life back
I want to be happy
I want to stop …
Shantel
2:38am
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About Me
Shantel
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About Me
I'm 21 and I've been cutting since I was 11. I suffer with depression and i have been for many years now...
I'm 21 and I've been cutting since I was 11. I suffer with depression and i have been for many years now...
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Felling Down
October 29, 2009 11:34pm
Today I'm feeling down. I don;t know y but I am and i don;t know how to kick it
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July 26, 2009 5:44am
I wanted to cut myself today but I didn't... it hurts as much as it always did... it never feels easier
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I miss you
May 27, 2009 2:14pm
My boyrfriend has 4 cats and today one of them got put down. When we were leaving his house he said to me, "If you want to say bye to Flame, you …
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Lyrics to Saturday from Hedley
April 2, 2009 1:17am
Lyrics to Saturday : Believe me It's easy To scream when you're dreaming You wonder what's under your bed when you're sleeping. They …
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Hugbook
Hug
Miss you Shantel, read your journal, im sorry things are so tough, I hate that we never chat that much anymore, we just keep missing each other, just let me know how you are doing.....
Prayer
Hi there Shantel. Take care of yourself. You're a strong girl with a bright future!
Chicken Soup
aw i hope your feeling better now...thats cool i havent been to a weding in a long time damn i could go for a piece of wedding cake lol...so who's wedding did you go to?... and if been alright just extreme anxiety over dealing with new situations in my life thats about it....
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Hug
hey how are things? really hope you are well.....
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Chocolate
Heya thanks for the chocolate =) here's one for you... So how are you? how was your weekend? =)
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Close Self-Injury
I was raped by my dad's friend since I can remember and when I was 13 I was gang raped by 3 guys that I knew and I've been cutting since I was 11
Treatments
- Red Marker Not Working
- Didn't work at all for me.
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Didn't work and made me feel stupid
- Talking Not Working
- I told my aunt that I think I need mental help (not telling her y) and then she laughed and said that I'm crazy.
- Tattoos Considering
- I want to get some but I can't find the ones I want yet.
Close Depression
since I was small I used to think about running away and killing myself but I didn't thin that it was weird. Now I know it's not normal..
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
rape and molestation all my life lead me to this path
Treatments
- Art Not Working
- Music Not Working
- Rape Counseling Not Working
- Reading Not Working
- Talking Not Working
Open Sexual Abuse
years of abuse as a kid.
Treatments
- Art Not Working
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Music Not Working
- Talking Not Working
Open Bipolar Disorder
i suffered fro sexual abuse and now depression
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Lithium Not Working
Open Rape
i was raped by my dad's best friend when i was a kid... over and over again. then i was gang raped at 13 and then by an ex boyfriend
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Not Working
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
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