Journal Entry for August 20, 2009
He packed his blue case and thought about where he would go. He didn't know and wasn't even able to think that far ahead. Once he had packed …
Husband had an affair. Year and a half. Been through the whole roller coaster of emotions and craziness. Working day by day to make life peaceful and take back my self respect and love myself again. Realized it wasn't me he didn't love when he had the affair, it was himself. Had a great marriage until about a year before the affair. Should have seen my own part in the problems (which doesn't mean it was my fault he cheated--I don't own that) and gotten to counseling sooner. We are putting it back together and I truly believe he loves me.
Husband had an affair. Year and a half. Been through the whole roller coaster of emotions and craziness. Working day by day to make life peaceful and take back my self respect and love myself again. Realized it wasn't me he didn't love when he had the affair, it was himself. Had a great marriage until about a year before the affair. Should have seen my own part in the problems (which doesn't mean it was my fault he cheated--I don't own that) and gotten to counseling sooner. We are putting it back
reading, music, playing pool, movies, spending time with my girls and being a taxi to them, teaching them to respect themselves and rely on themselves and not need a man to complete them. Teaching myself that now too.
reading, music, playing pool, movies, spending time with my girls and being a taxi to them, teaching
He packed his blue case and thought about where he would go. He didn't know and wasn't even able to think that far ahead. Once he had packed …
My H started an affair on April 28th of 2007, walked out on me and the kids at xmas to move into a townhome so he could screw his whore.Came back to me & confessed the affair in Feb, went back to his whore 6 wks later & I found out when he pretended he was talking in his sleep & said, I love you and your little black pussy. It's a wonderful life.
Husband had an affair for over a year. Took him back twice. He isn't the man I thought he was and never will be again. Time to file.