I'm doing good but there is something bothering me...
I'm not sure if I just have a trust issue or what but man I can't seem to trust my boyfriend with anything...really. And it's frustrating …
Out going and open minded person. I love to sing, I play the guitar and Keyboard, music is everything. I snowboard, draw, and cook.
Out going and open minded person. I love to sing, I play the guitar and Keyboard, music is everything. I snowboard, draw, and cook.
I'm not sure if I just have a trust issue or what but man I can't seem to trust my boyfriend with anything...really. And it's frustrating …
Things are positivly just perfect right now. I am about to be graduating soon, YAY! It turned out that, that S.O.B pleaded guilty and I didn't …
I feel just so horrible, I have so many inner conflicts with my self. Right now I'm just trying to decide between the two.
1. If I want to …
I am so tired. I've been sick for the past 4 days and I talked to my SARC lady today and there is a trial day set for the 20th. Thinking …
I don't know whats wrong with me. I feel so horrible for feeling the way I do about my ex. He is such a monster and yet I miss him. And …
Just completely brain washed by "love". To make a really long and sad abusive love story gone wrong short, he left me for another woman again. We broke up. I made amends with him and, last year in Aug was when it happened, and here I am today at this sight. I turned his ass in and went trough all that bull shit, but the court system is slow. And I'm just trying to cope with if I have to go to court. Its hard when it was some one you loved.
I started cutting when I was in the 7th grade, I was picked on a lot through out school. when I was 14 and a freshman in hs I get together with my ex and he physically and mentally abused me. I let him do that for about a year and a half. I would cut daily. Feb last year I broke up with him and stopped cutting for a while. But in August I was raped by him (pressed charges) and started up. I'm trying my best to stop but there is a lot of stress and its really been the only way I know how to cope.
I have a lot of crap going on in my life, I was rapped by my ex, and was abused by him for a year and a half. Cutting and Alcohol seem to help, I know its not healthy and my goal is to try and not drink and to stop cutting. I have a 5th of vodka on a daily basis =\ and just go nuts when I can't have a drink.
I was diagnosed when I was about 8 or 9. I had a really bad allergic reaction, to our cats we owned and thats how I found out. Practically everything makes my asthma flair up, even laughing =