Journal Entry for March 21, 2009
March 21, 2009 10:38pm
sweeteawice
2:50am, September 1, 2008
-
About Me
sweeteawice
-
About Me
hello, dont really know what to say.. I am a 50 something person and I have three children and 7 grandchildren and one on the way.. we love living where we live but have lived in Porto Rico, Calf, Tenn, Virgina cant spell..maryland I think that is all. I am divored after 28 yrs he was having an affair and his excuse was that he could not deal with my others, some of them did cause alot of trouble.
hello, dont really know what to say.. I am a 50 something person and I have three children and 7 grandchildren and one on the way.. we love living where we live but have lived in Porto Rico, Calf, Tenn, Virgina cant spell..maryland I think that is all. I am divored after 28 yrs he was having an affair and his excuse was that he could not deal with my others, some of them did cause alot of trouble.
-
Interests
I love to read, watch tv, type on the computer, write poetry, jounel, we have stuffies and toys they like to play with and we are disabled but try to walk when we can...I guess that is about it.
I love to read, watch tv, type on the computer, write poetry, jounel, we have stuffies and toys they
-
-
Journal
This entry is private
-
captured
September 27, 2008 6:10pm
Poem we wrote a couple yrs ago... 9/26/08
Captured
Small I am
Sitting behind the …
-
flat tire
August 30, 2008 9:28am
hi there, to me and who ever..I had a flat tire last night when I was at the post office... two ladies helped me which was a good thing since I have …
-
Hugbook
Rainbow
a random rainbow for a great wkend ahead hugs jd :-)
Flower
Hope you are OK!!! (( huggles ))
Flower
hi how are u doing ? i have not been on this site in awhile hope all is well
-
Chocolate
Hey look at the new icons. I had to send you a chocolate. Hope your day is going good.
-
Hug
Just wanted to say thank you for the words of encourgement but as I am sure you know it is very difficullt to find any ray of hope or sunshine when your eyes are closed. I dont like what I see. I dont like what I have discovered about myself. All my life I have been able to handle whatever the world threw at me, not always the way I should have perhaps but I did survive to fight another day. I feel too tired to fight and it is hard to fight what I do not understand. The only reason I am still trying is for my bride and our love. She is my everything and deserves much better. I have to gain a understanding and some kind of answer before it is to late. Again thank you for your thoughts.
-
Photos
sweeteawice hasn’t uploaded any photos yet
-
Advertisement -
Support Groups
Close Multiple Personalities
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- yes it is working been in counseling for a very long time.
Close Self-Injury
dont remember when I started to burn,that is the only thing I seem to do.. have tried the cutting but it does nothing for me and seeing bl**d does not turn me on..hitting head only gives me head acke.. sweets
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- it is DBT so sometimes it works if I remember skills but that does not happen when I am kneejerking...
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- I try to not do it because of the scars that will show but it dont work sometimes to
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- works with all the other stuff I do so it helps here too
- Red Marker Not Working
- i am not a cutter so red does not bother me one way of the othere..
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- helps sometimes but usually stop and burn ..
- Squeezing Ice Somewhat Helpful
- water with ice helps better but the ice in the hand not at all
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I am dx DID amoung other dxs and wish to join your group I have read some of the post from others groups and feel that you might also have something to offer me (us) unless you dont want multipules in here we would understand... sweets
Treatments
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Not Working
- the group was very chaotic and not managed well there were no therapist and it was person led.. anyway it was not a good fit
