i hate him and i want him to know it
March 21, 2008 12:05pm
two yrs, isn't all that bad to be in an emotionally and sexually abusive relationship i know, but it was enough to unravel me. and i hate him for …
Snark 
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About Me
Snark
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About Me
moved to washington from california in 2008, currently job hunting, pretty much not doing anything but cleaning the house all the time and drawing . . . there's more but my minds lagging.
moved to washington from california in 2008, currently job hunting, pretty much not doing anything but cleaning the house all the time and drawing . . . there's more but my minds lagging.
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Interests
gaming of all sorts (xbox, ps2, pc, card, board, etc) fondness for books about murderers and sci-fi (i'm not a goth it's just interesting), i dabble in art and i like to knit and be crafty, go on walks and do yoga and cook. and i like music, but not really country or the religious stuff, i like pretty much everything else though.
gaming of all sorts (xbox, ps2, pc, card, board, etc) fondness for books about murderers and sci-fi (i'm
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resentment
March 20, 2008 1:37pm
i don't want a man that will play stupid when he's doing something he knows he shouldn't and i don't want a man who will tell me …
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Kitsap Mental Health
March 13, 2008 7:31pm
I went to KMH today and they said that they can definitely help me, i'm relieved and a bit worried too. part of me feels that i'm perfectly …
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Journal Entry for March 7, 2008
March 7, 2008 12:40pm
i don't know what to do, i keep fucking things up. my progress is tested and have consistently failed. i'm holding on to my relationship by …
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Here is a hug because you need some lovin. Jessi79
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I read your post on what you would want to do to your abuser. I am with you. Amen.
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Hi snark..havent heard from you in a while so I hope all is good and you had a nice weekend
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thinking of you
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Love the smile, but ya got my HUG anyway.
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Close Depression
i often get bouts of depression triggered by anxiety or events. i don't have any way to really cope, i've been told that my coping skills are, well, not strong.
Treatments
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- it is hard to say it helps when my mentality isn't too bad at the time
- Paxil Not Working
- it had mal-effects and i ended up with panic attacks and rashes and other such fun things
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- worked alright for a while but it just eased the heaviness in my chest, i'm not getting better
- Writing Not Working
- it just makes me worse by reminiscing
Close Rape
only happened once, nov 2007, i feel like a statistic
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- therapist was more concerned about my prior issues
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- i feel like everyone is tired of listenning, i don't want to be told to "get over it" anymore
