What does it all mean
November 6, 2009 4:03pm
That I cry and that I freak at my parents. I mean I know I'm mental. But when I'm with my friends... that all goes away.
Music... it …
santi4307 
10:30pm Thursday
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About Me
santi4307
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About Me
I am fucked up, big time. I have a lot of problems. And I don't mind a friendly face. I am 16 but relatively mature. Clever. Classy. Bitchy. Harmless. Bisexual
I am fucked up, big time. I have a lot of problems. And I don't mind a friendly face. I am 16 but relatively mature. Clever. Classy. Bitchy. Harmless. Bisexual
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Interests
Pretty much music. Writting. People. Drumming. Smoking Camels. Makeup. Tattoos. Literary people. People who think deeply.
Pretty much music. Writting. People. Drumming. Smoking Camels. Makeup. Tattoos. Literary people. People
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Recent Activity
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8 hugs received, 5 hugs given
Thursday
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santi4307 updated their status 10:30pm
Incubus=Feel good music. Hit me up…
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santi4307 changed their mood to Good 10:30pm
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santi4307 gave Camilah a rainbow 9:41pm
Well because then I would be 20. And I mean I know its silly, but I always have these scenerios of my…
Wednesday
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santi4307 gave Camilah a hug 9:46pm
See mine always feel real, its not fair. Because they are the best feelings I've ever had. Which is pathetic.…
Tuesday
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Why do you wish to be born four years earlier?
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Want to know what sucks more than dreams that I wish were real? The dreams that FEEL real and I get so disappointed when I wake up and yet I live the rest of the day being impacted by that single dream. Hmm, if I had three wishes????
The first wish would definitely be that me and everyone who is going through troubles are given hope and a shoulder to cry on from their friends and family.
The second wish would be that my insecurity (which has been increasing the past couple of days) would just go away. And lastly, finding friends who care about me and constantly are proving that they do and finding that special someone who will take care of me and love me. I'm sorry, but thinking about those wishes make me want to cry. It's 8 pm and this day was just horrible... :(
What are your three wishes?? 
Thanks
I appreciate your honesty in your comments on my post in the writer's corner group. thank you for taking the time to express them.
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You can get through this :) Keep it up, girl! We're in the same boat, just hang in there.
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Oh, my gosh. I'm listening to the song right now. It's so beautiful and it's exactly what I needed to end this horrible week! I just can't wait until I'm out of high school and can have complete control of my life. One of my favorite songs to listen when I'm in an awful mood is Dreams in Ashes by Amanda Abizaid. That's the link :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNh...
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
Deeply depressed, bipolar, bulimic, cutter,I've od'd sucks with guys, dads an alcoholic, mom wishes i was preppy and perfect and ignores the act that im all those things and tells me im not
Treatments
- Art Considering
- sketching singing, writting lyrics
- Music Working / Worked
- it works, sometimes it gets me in a worse mood though
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- the girl was a fat ass and all she taked about was her fucking fat ass family!
Close Bipolar Disorder - Teen
i found out i was biplar this year, i always knew i wasn't normal, but my parents always just said i was over sensitive
Treatments
Open Bisexuality
santi4307 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Eating Disorders
i over eat to make up for my mods. and then i puke.
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
To find myself.
Open Loneliness
Because I am alone
