JEAN97's Journal

Since May he has been saying I am having an affair. I AM NOT! He adds 1 plus 1 to make 10. All he does is sit and think all day long about what I am doing. He watches every move I make all day long. I am wearing my hair different, dressing too nice, wearing different perfume or having a man even come to my work so we can have sex. OMG..........I would never do that ever. He has called to check to c if I am at work. He says he calls because he misses me. But I can c through his shit. After the third time of his shit I left 4 2 days. I came home to his saying he was sorry once again. Everything was ok 4 about 3 days. We watched a movie on saturday and had a nice day. ON Sunday while we were making dinner together he looked right at me to say. I KNOW U R HAVING ANOTHER AFFAIR BUT I WOULD LIKE U TO STOP. I ALSO KNOW U HAD A AFFAIR YRS AGO WITH ***** BECAUSE U TOLD ME AT LEAST 4 TIMES. NO NO AND NO......He said that as he was making a salad 4 dinner. What do u want me to make in the salad. I said I really don't give a shit what u put in it. U just so messed up my whole week-end. I waited about 10 minutes to go back into the kitchen to talk to him. I SAID SINCE U AREN'Y GOING TO LEAVE I AM. I HAVE HAD IT WITH THIS SHIT OF YOURS. U KNOW DAMN WELL I NEVER HAD A AFFAIR. I AM NOT NOW EITHER. I SAID I JUST CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ALL THE TIME. I HAVE JUST HAD IT WITH ALL OF THIS DRAMA. About 15 minutes later. He came back into the room where I was sitting. I DON'T WANT U TO LEAVE. I WON'T SAY THAT STUFF ABOUT U HAVING AN AFFAIR ANYMORE. I PROMISE. I SAID WILL I HAVE ONLY HEARD THAT SO MANY TIMES SINCE MAY. DON'T DO IT AGAIN AND I MEAN IT. HE HAS BEEN OK NOW SINCE SUNDAY. I hope the other shoe doesn't fall again. I am too old and it just doesn't stop. I want to have a nice week-end. It is time 4 all of the drama to b done with. For real...........