Jpulf's Journal

so im really sick and tired.

of not being sad.

like,

being optimistic.

it really isnt me.

so tonight,

to compensate.

i will poison myself.

just kidding.

but i will cut the fuck out of my body.

and i will write angry poetry

and maybe angry stories.

and watch angry movies.

and use toilet paper to absorb all the blood.

moms getting sick of blood on the sheets.

if theres blood on the sheets then theres blood on my body.

i bet no one even gets that.

anyway.

fuuuuck giving a fuck :)