death.
November 13, 2009 4:22am
god.
i want to fucking kill myselgf
i dont want to live.
i really dont.
but im such a wimp
i want to blow my brains out
i want to od.
i just dont want …
Jpulf
10:30pm Wednesday
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About Me
Jpulf
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About Me
im 17, short, bi, and depressed. cool beans? i live in a small town. my parents are in the military. i enjoy drugs and hugs.
im 17, short, bi, and depressed. cool beans? i live in a small town. my parents are in the military. i enjoy drugs and hugs.
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Website
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Interests
writing, drumming. listening to music. moshing.
writing, drumming. listening to music. moshing.
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Recent Activity
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2 hugs received, 2 discussion posts, 1 journal comment
Wednesday
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Jpulf updated their status 10:30pm
docotrs appointment tomorow. -- life.…
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Jpulf changed their mood to Horrible 10:30pm
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Monday
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Jpulf wrote a discussion post in the Bipolar Disorder - Teen support group: My Writing 4:21pm
Im gonna share my writing with people from this support group and the self injury support group i feel…
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Jpulf wrote a discussion post in the Self-Injury support group: My Writing 4:17pm
i feel like of all people/ you guys might appreciate it and enjoy it the most. http://l-s-stories.blogspot.com…
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Journal
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nobody cares
November 9, 2009 6:12pm
today ive learnt
there is one
count it
one person
who legitemetly gives a fuck about me
who makes me feel like she cares.
everyone else just
doesent …
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Purge, then binge, pop some pills and youll be fine
November 9, 2009 3:03pm
fuck
i miss being a trainwreck.
like
i really miss popping pills at school
and sneaking to a bathroom to grind some up, and stand there and inhale them …
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tireddd
November 5, 2009 8:55pm
so im really sick and tired.
of not being sad.
like,
being optimistic.
it really isnt me.
so tonight,
to compensate.
i will poison myself.
just …
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today
October 12, 2009 3:24pm
today is not so bad.
i feel its the calm before the storm.
joanie is going to oklahoma for a week and a half.
so thaty means im on my own.
it will …
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Hugbook
Hug
really? you- dont talk to me-
Hug
I Hope You Feel Better Soon. Hugs
I’m With You
you too have supported me,when you wake up each day say 1 positive affirmation even if it feels false at first or choose affirmations like you are deserving,you are lovable and strong ,keep going my cookie xxx
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Prayer
I really hope your faith strengthens,your doing well in your goal don,t be too harsh on yourself,but you do deserve unconditional love as you are a sensitive human being x
I’m With You
i care.
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder - Teen
im fairly convinced im bi-polar. either that or extremely hormonal. but i have been on and off depressedfor 5.5 years
Treatments
Close Bisexuality
im bisexual. in a small town. so not many people are very accepting of that. good thing i have some good friends
Open Self-Injury
i cut every few nights. without thinking almost. i like the pain.
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
i like boys
Open Eating Disorders
Type: Bulimiamy friend recently ocnfided in me she has an eating disroder
Open Loneliness
i feel so alone, even wehn around people, no body fucking understands. like actually. i thought maybe my friends did. but they dont.
Open Bereavement - Teens
ive recently almost lost two of the most important people in my life.
Open Teen Anxiety
Jpulf hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression - Teen
im fucking sad. almost every day.
