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MissingJosh 
8:26am, October 3, 2008
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About Me
MissingJosh
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About Me
I have worked with the Mentally Challenged for over 18 years.Married to a wonderful husband who has giving me much support, I have two stepdaughters one is getting ready to have her first baby. Lost the love of my life!On April 1, 07 my only child would give anything of this world to have him here miss him so much, He was 21years old and it's killing me just trying to survive.
I have worked with the Mentally Challenged for over 18 years.Married to a wonderful husband who has giving me much support, I have two stepdaughters one is getting ready to have her first baby. Lost the love of my life!On April 1, 07 my only child would give anything of this world to have him here miss him so much, He was 21years old and it's killing me just trying to survive.
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Thinking of you on Josh's birthday and hoping you find come comfort and peace in the good memories you have. Hugs, Kim
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Just sending a little celebration of life for Josh's upcoming birthday.
I understand (((((HUGS))))
Ann
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Thinking about you. Big hugs, Charlotte.
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I know what you mean about the second year. I have relasped pretty bad, falling back into that shock frame. You are not alone but so glad your back. Sending you big hugs and my prayers are with you. How about some pretty flowers too!!
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildLoss the love of my life on April 1,2007.to accidental overdose.He would of been 22 on 10/11/07,He was at a friends house took a Oxycontin and his friend found him the next morning sitting in his car.I say the love of my life because I have come to realize I lived my life for him making sure I gave him the life that I didn't have!!there are days I feel like I have nothing to live for.my heart is shattered just trying to survive,it's a daily struggle.
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- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- cry all the time!
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Grief Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- Didn't feel any thing changing just felt like she didn't understand the pain,stop going
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- Went back to work,that keeps me busy.But really have to wear two faces.
- Music Working / Worked
- Listen to music I know Josh would be listening to for some reason I feel a since of closeness to him.
- Prayer Considering
- Almost to scared to pray!But i have been here lately asking him for peace just to get thru this.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Reading Working / Worked
- Reading lots of grief books,realizing this is the new normal.
- Scrapbooking Considering
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Friends here on DS have been a blessing.Thanks to all.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Time Not Working
- Don't understand where the time heals all wound's can't see how this wound will ever heal.
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