Journal Entry for January 12, 2009
January 12, 2009 9:36am
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Goal End Date is Feb 15, 08 648 days ago.
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About Me
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About Me
I grew up in the Sierra Nevada Mts. of California , near lake Tahoe. I have been a metal fabricator for many years , and have in the past enjoyed building one of a kind pieces of functional art for fine homes. I have a family whom I love . I am 51 years old I have never been married. My philosophy Is to regard all things as pure magic. To mind my own bussiness, and to live and let live.To date my passions have escaped me.I would like to fly sailplanes, and build beautiful pieces of art that people want to touch and use every day..... Love to all, wear the blessings on your lips, and in your hearts. Please take care,
I grew up in the Sierra Nevada Mts. of California , near lake Tahoe. I have been a metal fabricator for many years , and have in the past enjoyed building one of a kind pieces of functional art for fine homes. I have a family whom I love . I am 51 years old I have never been married. My philosophy Is to regard all things as pure magic. To mind my own bussiness, and to live and let live.To date my passions have escaped me.I would like to fly sailplanes, and build beautiful pieces of art that people
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Interests
I like to laugh, ski, sail, take long walks, figure out how to build interesting things, tease, kiss, smile, play, wrestle, hug, cook, touch, love, wonder, please people, be in love, care, caress, race cars, watch discovery, nova, & national geographic channels on t.v., take naps in the sun, dream, visit San Francisco, walk on the beach, play in the surf, learn new things, feel alive , bar-b-q, be with good freinds, try new things, see new things, watch U Tube, play flight simulator games, listen to my music, and xm radio, snuggle, talk, work, play on the computer, watch nascar, watch movies, talk to, rub, & smell my horse, road trips, surprises, especially unexpected surprises, looking at the night sky, being on ds, reading, writing, and arithmetic. Did I already say lounging around in pajamas? Meeting kind people, adventure, puzzles, playing in the sunshine, walking in the rain, being on my uncles fishing boat in Alaska in bad weather, being outside in bad weather, helping people, Watching kids play, Ice skating on Donner lake when it freezes, especially in the moonlight, Looking into beautiful smiling eyes, To wake in the morning and see the sun has graced the planet with one more day of certainty, I love celestial mechanics, and theoretical astrophysics, subatomic physics, I love the sounds of thunder, laughter, the wind in tall pines, surf breaking on the ocean, and the sound of birds. In the fall, I love watching golden aspen leaves rattle in the breeze, I am captivated by sunlight on the water, I love the sound of my mothers voice, I love my neices's hugs, I love loving,
I like to laugh, ski, sail, take long walks, figure out how to build interesting things, tease, kiss,
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Journal Entry for February 15, 2008
February 15, 2008 8:04am
Find love where you least expect it ! Its there.
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Shout Out
will do. We will catch up any day and I did pass on your regards after your last message. She is one hell of a lady and a damn great friend to have. Take care and drop in from time to time to say hi if you want too.
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Last I heard is she has been busy at the theatre, taking stage left haha. I am sure entertaining everyone. We havent seen each other for a while but will catch her in the next 14days. Life has just been getting away from us really. Is this a voice from the past?
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Awww, thanks so much for your kinds words, theres comfort in knowing i'm not alone...
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I am doing well! thank you for the hug!
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Support Groups
Close Graves' Disease
what a bitch !!!!!!!!
Treatments
- Radioactive Iodine Working / Worked
- changed my natural chemistry forever
Close Insomnia
I'm hoping it was all just a real bad dream. Fat chance of that though.
Open Depression
WOW.........Now it's time to learn to live with it. Too rebuild this life 1 minute at a time.
Treatments
- Meditation Not Working
- I try to quiet my thoughts but have no luck
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I have my doughts, I have my hopes.
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- at last , this helps me sleep but the mornings are hard to get going.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- They do what they know how to do, and what they can. Thank you everybody.
Open Healthy Relationships
she's gone: need to go,then go. I'll love you from here. she says she needs time. I don't know what that means.
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- I'm blessed with patience. being eternal it comes with the territory.
- Talking Not Working
- we talked, she said she could not make me happy, and she did not even want to try.The thing is she does make me happy without even trying.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I write poetry, and musings, it helps
Open Career Changes
5 years, two employers, the most incredable work i've ever done, all gone.I cannot be around people like these two. All they know how to do is use and take from people, I will not give either of them any more of myself, my time, or friendship!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M DONE.
Open Breakups & Divorce
We never had a chance ,maybe some day we will.
Treatments
- Love Too Soon to Tell
- I just give her all the room she needs
- Music Working / Worked
- couldn't be with out it.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Was going for work related issues for over a year, a total and complete failure........walked out of the office, half way through the last visit.
- Reading Not Working
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Working 50/50
- Support Groups Somewhat Helpful
- gives me an outlet so I can review how I'm affected by all of these very unexpected events.
- Talking Not Working
- I'm not talking to her that's, who I want to be talking to.
- Time Working / Worked
- I don't thnk of her 30 hr's a day now , only about 20. It would have been easyer if she had just said goodby I don't want to see you any more
Open War in Iraq
now this is getting down to the nuts and bolts of my frustration. It is beyond my comprehension how pople can treat one another with such utter disregard and contempt. Contemporary man has turned vile hatered into an art form. The horrors and unreal imagery leaves me spiritualy paralized .I am 51 years old. I started writing about this subject when I was 18. I have not, nor do I expect to figure out how to reconcile any of this. If I could have i'm sure I would be a different person today.
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