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Nerves Mood
Monday, November 2, 2009 | A General Update story

Tomorrow is my final b/w and u/s.  If all goes well I stop the Lupron and start progesterone and the FET is next Tuesday.  I can't lie...I am a nervous wreck.  I am sure something is going to be wrong tomorrow and I am scared that I am going to have to deal with the disappointment of this not working.  Ugh.  I don't like feeling this negative but I just can't shake it. 

 

Hopefully, I'll wake up tomorrow full of hope and optimism.

Lara

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  1. sungyshine

    Those darn nerves! Why do they always show up when you least want them? Keep them to the curb!!!


    sungyshine

  2. jptobe

    Hey girl! Hang in there. Don't be too hard on yourself. Of course you are nervous. Who wouldn't be? Nothing wrong with that. There's only a tiny tiny difference between being nervous and being excited, and you'll get your little shift tomorrow. Rest easy tonight. Picture your little one being handed down to you. It's finally your turn. Everything is going to work out just fine. You are going to be a mama before you know it. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Much love, positive energy, and baby dust, all coming your way. xoxo


    jptobe

  3. AshleyPenelope

    Wishing you loads of good luck! I know it's hard not to wonder when the other shoe will drop, but maybe this time it will all be different :)


    AshleyPenelope

  4. klimawife

    Don't be yourself up. Own the emotions and move forward. Let us be the positives for you like you've been for us. I remember you begging me to be excited for my transfer and like you I was positive something else would go wrong. One day at a time, one step at a time.... Big hugs....


    klimawife

  5. klimawife

    I meant beat yourself up, not be!


    klimawife

  6. Debbieb

    It's perfect timing . . . time to focus on you . . . I will happily take all that nervousness for you . . . give it to me . . . I can take it . . . it's your turn . . . and you just need to focus on relaxing and taking good care of yourself. Keep reminding yourself . . . what will happen, will happen whether you worry or not . . . conserve your energy for getting pregnant - no wasted worry energy! Your feelings are normal . . . acknowledge them . . . own them . . . and leave them behind . . . kick them my way! We will be your cheerleaders . . . we will be behind you 100% . . . this is your time!!! And remember . . . everything is different . . . and different is awesome!!!! Different finally, finally, finally did it for me!!!


    Debbieb

  7. Shanny2007

    NOTHING is going to be wrong tomorrow!!!! I am being super optimistic for you, this time it is going to work! :)


    Shanny2007

  8. ShannonR

    I will be thinking MANY postitive thoughts for you!!!! I pray this works for you Lara:) Big hugs to you!!!


    ShannonR

  9. confirmation

    I know how you feel, but relax, everything will be fine. I wish you the best.


    confirmation

  10. albgray

    No worries, my friend. You are well on your way to motherhood.


    albgray

  11. suzannelin

    Those feelings naturally creep in. I know how important it is to stay positive, but unfortunately that can take work. So many things are different for you this time. And if you can't find the positivity you have all of us to send it to you. It is going to be your turn!


    suzannelin

  12. Jenn17

    Never underestimate the power of positive thinking even when you feel negative...just remember how different everything is this time!!! So far everything has gone just the way it should with this cycle so I have no doubt that it will continue to go just the way it should. I agree with Debbie...own those negative feelings and then move on. You are going to get great news at the appointment!!!!! I am sending tons of positive vibes your way!!!


    Jenn17

  13. laraM

    You ladies are the best! I didn't wake up positive but I made it to the RE's office and had b/w and u/s. I talked to the nurse doing the u/s about the bleeding I had this weekend and how I was waiting for something to go wrong :) She said I had nothing to worry about - my lining looked great 10.9 mm! So, as long as b/w comes back ok I start progestrone shots tonight. I don't want to get completely excited, just in case but in about 8 hours I am pouring my little heart into this cycle! Thank you all, so much, for your support. Love you!


    laraM

  14. Z1977

    You'll do just fine - you'll see..... Thinking of you.... :)


    Z1977

  15. ErikaCas

    I am praying for you!!!! It's all going to work out. Come on BFP!!!!


    ErikaCas

  16. PrioleauLuv

    Congrats on a great lining!! I'm so glad things went well this morning! I have a GREAT feeling about this cycle for you!!!


    PrioleauLuv

  17. brenskopf

    Congrats! I hope everything else came back good for you to get started. Thinking of you!


    brenskopf

  18. Lioness816

    I am sending out all sorts of optimistic thoughts and energy for everything to be good and for you to be able to move forward with FET! :-)


    Lioness816

  19. SueCQ

    This is your time Lara....I have a really great feeling that is is it!!! Come on BFP!


    SueCQ

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