THANKS YALL!!!
July 10, 2009 3:30am
I have read some of the 300000000 messages and hugs from yall!!! Even though I haven't been on in awhile, doesn't mean anyone has been …
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MystkWintr
10:21pm, October 31, 2008
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About Me
MystkWintr
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About Me
I try to be straightforward, letting you know where I stand. I don't anger easily because I life is too short for anger. If I have a problem with you, I let you know. One of two things will happen, but the outcome is the same. I tell you I am upset, you either do something about it or you don't. Either way, you know how I feel. Isn't that enough? Why stay mad at something that you feel strongly about when you know how I feel? Again, 100/100. Noone, except me, of course!!, is perfect, so I except imperfections. Okay, I may, MAY have one or two of those myself!! One of my main problems is I trust with all of my heart. When in a relationship, I believe it should be 100/100. If it were only 50/50, then what would be the purpose? Granted, sometimes one or the other has to pull an extra 10-30%, but in the end, it works out. My question is, if you do find that someone, do you give all of yourself? And if you give only part of yourself, which part would that be?
I try to be straightforward, letting you know where I stand. I don't anger easily because I life is too short for anger. If I have a problem with you, I let you know. One of two things will happen, but the outcome is the same. I tell you I am upset, you either do something about it or you don't. Either way, you know how I feel. Isn't that enough? Why stay mad at something that you feel strongly about when you know how I feel? Again, 100/100. Noone, except me, of course!!, is perfect, so I except
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Interests
I love music. I love music of all kinds, well, except when rap music is played at the same time as Spanish music. Somehow, they just don't go together. And I have to admit, I don't like all rap or Spanish music. I love country, especially some oldies, I love lots of rock, bubble gum music, Indian music, no disrepect here but feathers, not dots. I find the music the Indians play very soothing. I love to read just about any and everything in site! Have been known to re-read the back of a toothpaste tube when I am out of reading materials! I love the computer, outdoor things like fishing. I used to love camping but kinda need a break from that because I did it NONSTOP for 14 years! I can build a fire, campfire that is, without excellerant. I am a mean cook on an open fire. I love to cook and clean, which is what I do when I have something on my mind. Journey is my favorite all time band but I do love the oldies. I support our troops, past, present and future, whether I believe in the war or not. If it weren't for our men, women, brothers, sisters, dads, moms, aunts, uncles, cousins, the fight would be in our back yards. I hate racism as we were born without a choice of what color, religion, or gender we would be. I am really a shy person until my fingers hit a keyboard then I just can't shut them up. I believe in guns as long as they are registered and the people owning them are responsible with them. On the same note, they scare the hank out of me because of a bad experience but I am trying my darndest to overcome this fear. I was taught at an early age to shoot, tear them apart to clean them and RESPECT them. My main interest in life is to be the best woman, the best person I can be. I may have my faults, NOT!!, but slowly I will deal with them. I hate confrontation of any kind, unless it is constructive, not destructive. Have I written enough or do I need to place more on here?!! I guess questions about myself would be better than writing this book I have started!!!
I love music. I love music of all kinds, well, except when rap music is played at the same time as Spanish
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Yup..I am still hangin in there...
July 10, 2009 3:24am
Have been working, working and working some more. Trying hard to stay ahead of Tom, Dick and Harry, but alas, they have not only caught up with me, …
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Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I have been in an emotionally, mentally and in the end physically abusive relationship.My estranged husband thought it would be nice of him to "commit suicide" over the phone when I am 10 hours away after he threw me out again.The "gun shot" rings in my head 24/7. As a result of this, already being a heart patient,I suffered an intense angina attack that left damage to my heart.The stress I am under now is immense.It is taking a toll on the condition of my heart.Panic/anxiety I suffer from also.
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- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- My doctors have me on heart meds as well as cymbalta and niravam. I have also been prescribed lunestra for sleeping. My experience is new so it is too soon to tell if this is working. I am also in abuse counseling.
