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  • About Me

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    Kristen70

    Female, 39
    CA, USA
    Member since January 22, 2008

    • About Me

      Psychology student, keep on keepin' on. I suffer from mild depression, PTSD, and anxiety w/heart fluttering. I am wanting to improve my life as I went from a happy healthy woman to a miserable lonely sad angry little girl. I want to quit smoking, I want to get stabilized on a good medication "cocktail" for my symptoms, meet my soulmate, and be free to live, love, and laugh. I suffer from endometriosis as well, which can get pretty painful every month.

      Psychology student, keep on keepin' on. I suffer from mild depression, PTSD, and anxiety w/heart fluttering. I am wanting to improve my life as I went from a happy healthy woman to a miserable lonely sad angry little girl. I want to quit smoking, I want to get stabilized on a good medication "cocktail" for my symptoms, meet my soulmate, and be free to live, love, and laugh. I suffer from endometriosis as well, which can get pretty painful every month.

    • Interests

      My doggie/baby shilo, dogs, animals, tennis, piano, scrapbooking, photography, board games, shopping

      My doggie/baby shilo, dogs, animals, tennis, piano, scrapbooking, photography, board games, shopping

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    • Good Luck

      From destrokk October 15

      Hang in there, you're doing good. Apparently all this happened last year, so I was late in my post because I was thinking it was all pretty current topics. Well, I would love to know how you're doing now!

    • I’m With You

      From saramary3 January 26

      I just wanted to give support! Even though my situation is different from yours it's the same. *hugs*

    • Hug

      From MissyMassacre January 24

      its ok about ur mom

    • Little Love

      From xmarkyx January 23

      you are always worth it a smile from the heart can put a smile on a face i hope mine put a smile on yours :0) xxmarkyxx

    • I’m With You

      From Love4you January 23

      I cannot ease your aching heart, Nor take your pain away; But let me stay and take your hand And walk with you today. I'll listen when you need to talk, I'll wipe away your tears; I'll share your worries when they come, I'll help you face your fears. I'm here and I will stand by you, On each hill you have to climb; So take my hand, let's face the world... And live just one day at a time. You're not alone, for I'm still here, I'll go that extra mile; And when your grief is easier, I'll help you learn to smile~Love,Maria

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  • Support Groups

    • Close Anxiety

      First, it was depression at 25, then bipolar, then BPD, no diagnosis ever sticking or confirmed--ANXIETY. I fear sucess, failure, friends, family. I have been on many meds, I consider myself an addict in remission. Once I was on top of the world, people loved me without me even thinking about it, now I wonder if anyone loves me. I've turned into a lonely, scared, little girl. I am lost, broken, and want to put myself "back together". Can someone please help me find me again?

      Treatments

      Acupuncture Too Soon to Tell
      tried it once--made me depressed
      Ativan Not Working
      made my palpitations way worse!!! No good for me.
      Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
      I just try to remember to breathe deep
      Inderal Considering
      Helped when the heart won't stop racing/fluttering, but stopped it months ago, considering trying the PTSD cocltail;)
      Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
      helps--take 2mg a day
      Lexapro Not Working
      took it and gained a lot of weight
      Massage Working / Worked
      Always helps me calm down by bringing me back to my body.
      Positive Thinking Working / Worked
      FAITH----gotta have it!
      Trazodone Not Working
      gave me GI upset---something fierce
      Xanax Working / Worked
      LOVED It--but got addicted, haven't touched it since
    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      depression has improved after moving on my own again, and getting back to work after 6 yeqars. Tried to pull 'geographics' to try to put a bandaid over problems-always put myself right back into a stressful environment. Tension. I am the scapegoat. I care so much it is making ME ill. I am learning about friendships-setting healthy boundaries-not to be taken advantage of.

      Treatments

      Celexa Working / Worked
      started back on it after a long time, seems to be helping, but putting on weight. 10mg.
      Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
      seems to difficult for me
      Cymbalta Not Working
      Made my blood pressure shoot through the roof
      Effexor Not Working
      Shot my blood pressure through the roof
      Electroconvulsive therapy Not Working
      Had 9 in 1999 did not help one bit - lost 1 1/2 years of my memory
      Geodon Not Working
      made me sleepy more than anything, didn't feel anything from it except pressure on my heart physically
      Lexapro Not Working
      helped more for my anxiety made me really heavy and tired
      Meditation Working / Worked
      haven't done this since in a while CD's help with candles
      Positive Thinking Working / Worked
      only when around people who are this way.
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      group therapy helps a lot---I love people!
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      back on this although not confortable using it for sleep when it is an antipsychotic!!!
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      helps--but I rarely ask for help
      Trazodone Not Working
      made me sleep for about an hour, no effect on depression, GI issues
      Writing Working / Worked
      gets out my feelings when I feel up to it
    • Open Endometriosis

      Pain started at 25, first lap in 1997 showed endometriosis- cauterized, 2nd lap in 1998, 3rd 2005. Endo in cul-de-sac, on top and behind uterus, adhesions, scar tissue. Ovarian drilling 2005, Currently in severe pain, when menses come around each month. Would like to see how other women are dealing. Endometriosis isn't life threatening, but it threatens your way of life" I really hope to get some support and learn how to deal with this. In my case, it has caused a lot of depression.

      Treatments

      Provera Not Working
      Gave me mood swings, and increased some depression.
      Surgery Somewhat Helpful
      3 surgeries in 1996, 1998, and 2005. Ovarian drilling 2005. Cauterizing of adhesions and scar tissue.
    • Open Stress Management

      my sress is mounting and my coping skills are diminishing, please welcome me. I am hoping to learn to feel better and to help myself feel better. My body is racked with pain.

      Treatments

      Patience Working / Worked
      try to pray
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      just stopped it because my heart was starting to hurt after being on it for so long.
      Massage Working / Worked
      right now my muscles are so damn sore and when anyone massages them I feel like I am in Heaven!!!! So I know it is stress taking its toll and I want to stop allowing it to slowly begin to kill me
    • Open Codependency

      I have to and need to become totally free from codependency between my family and I or I will die an early death. I am sufferring from extremem guilt, shame, anxiety, depression, and overall fristration and stress from this unhealthy problem that has been going on for many, many years. At 37, I am ready to let go. I am carrying burdens of my family of origin that are not mine to carry. I need help and support from others who are going through similar problems as I am with this issue.

      Treatments

      Celebrate Recovery Working / Worked
      attended when I was recovering from addiction to pills and going to church more
      CoDA Considering
      haven't gone yet
      Emotions Anonymous (EA) Considering
      was given this suggestion by a mentor
      Pets Somewhat Helpful
      I have even given my dog basically over to my mother for HER happiness.
    • Open Arrhythmias
      Type: Tachycardia

      Heart fluttering, anxiety meds not working well. I have a HIGH C-Reactive protein and am watching my cholesterol and triglycerides, but something just is not right. I was taking Propanolol for a while, helped a little,

    • Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery

      Of all the groups I have joined I think I need this the most. I am dying a slow death from cigarettes. WHere have you guys been all this time? I found out via another's profile.

      Treatments

      Cold Turkey Working / Worked
      from 8pm one night to 12 noon the next day--my trigger--someone else's unkindness and sarcasm--I cannot control that. So I blew that 2nd attempt to quit
      Smoking Cessation Class Working / Worked
      this is what helped me try a second time--helped a lot
      Wellbutrin Not Working
      didn't do a thing
    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      FINALLY found the group I need right now. I have a lot of PTSD symtpoms coming up for a while. I have sexual abuse in my background and something happened a few years ago that brought back memories of the trauma. I am here to learn what others do, and for support which I need so bad like evryone else. because sometimes meds even anxiety meds don't work. Nice to be here.

      Treatments

      EMDR Not Working
      EMDR put me into a dissociative state and I was a wreck--I did it with a very unqualified therapist who I was told I should report---but didn't, she messed me up really bad, it is hard for me to go see a one on one therapist now.
      Emotions Anonymous (EA) Considering
      has anyone found this helpful?
      Guided Imagery Working / Worked
      was doing this with a spirtual guidance counselor and it helped A LOT
      Inderal Working / Worked
      it helps the fear and fluttering of the anxiety in my heart from PTSD
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      too long--too many shrinks--I have enough tools now
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      helps A LOT--I sleep like a baby most nights, except when I wake up in the middle of the night.
      Topamax Not Working
      made me very ill--nauseas, and suicidal oh man!
    • Open Chronic Pain

      I have chronic UPPER back pain. An MRI with and without contrast showed a hemangioma and an inflammed syrinx from T4 to T10 especially, what does this mean? I am here to find support to feel better physically. I see a neurologist December 8th

      Treatments

      Chiropractic Adjustment Not Working
      made my back hurt worse
      Flexeril Working / Worked
      helps some, but not liking mixing with other medications
      Heat Somewhat Helpful
      helps sometimes
      Hydrocodone Working / Worked
      Dialaudid always works for everything
      Oxycodone Considering
      is it worth the risk of addiction???
      Physical Therapy Working / Worked
      did it for a few weeks, felt so much better, stopped and pain came back, went back for 1st time today after 1 month. LIKE IT AND IT HELPS
    • Open Heart Attack

      having concerns--major ones. High CRP levels, chest discopmfort that goes to my back. Recently symptoms include numbness and tingling in fooot and right hand only, this doesn't seem right. Am I in the right support group?

      Treatments

      Inderal Working / Worked
      helps but wondering if it is mixing with the other medications I take...
    • Open Back Pain

      Had MRI in July, showed a hemangioma and a syrinx and spinal fluid from T1 to T10, going to get the MRI repeated and the doc wants to see if I have a herniated disk in my neck due to numbness in my right hand. He said that the CERVICAL nerves would be causing that, and the THORACIC nerves would be causing the numbness and tingling in my LEFT foot. Don't know what to do, please share with me what I need to ask my doctor. Thank you.

      Treatments

      Bedrest Somewhat Helpful
      helps
      Chiropractic Adjustment Not Working
      made it worse, which tells me and my doc it is not my bones..
      Fioricet Considering
      What is this medication???
      Flexeril Not Working
      does NOTHING---NADA--ZIP :(
      Heat Somewhat Helpful
      helps at night when trying to go to sleep
      Naproxen Working / Worked
      seems to have helped the other day when I took one---it took hours to help though that or the crying...
      Physical Therapy Somewhat Helpful
      if I go 3-4 times a week, but haven't made the time--put work first WRONG
      Suboxone Working / Worked
      helps for a few hoursbecause it is an opiate
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