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November 25, 2009 6:37pm
I am lost. I have reached the point where I just don't care about anything anymore. I feel horrible from the moment I open my eyes. I'm tired …
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RedSoxFan81
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About Me
RedSoxFan81
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About Me
My name is Luke, I'm 27 years old. I've been suffering from panic attacks since I was probably 17 years old. I have generalized anxiety disorder along with very severe depression. This has made my life an ongoing struggle and i'm hoping to find the steps to find happiness and be able to better enjoy life.Every day is a struggle, most of the time I have no desire to wake up or even get out of bed. I guess I'm amazed that I'm still alive.
My name is Luke, I'm 27 years old. I've been suffering from panic attacks since I was probably 17 years old. I have generalized anxiety disorder along with very severe depression. This has made my life an ongoing struggle and i'm hoping to find the steps to find happiness and be able to better enjoy life.Every day is a struggle, most of the time I have no desire to wake up or even get out of bed. I guess I'm amazed that I'm still alive.
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Interests
Building old cars, going to the beach, working , making my business more successful.
Building old cars, going to the beach, working , making my business more successful.
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RedSoxFan81 wrote a journal entry: lost... 6:37pm
I am lost. I have reached the point where I just don't care about anything anymore. I feel horrible…
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RedSoxFan81 turned 28 12:00am
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Typical Friday night...
June 20, 2009 2:01am
Well it's another typical Friday night. I'm sitting here home alone. Contemplating why I even bother doing anything anymore. I really have no …
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why?????
May 26, 2009 1:06am
I'm so tired of trying to figure out why I have no interest in being alive. I'm sick of trying new medicines that do nothing for me except …
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Journal Entry for February 10, 2007
February 10, 2007 3:23am
Well it's another night,but the feeling is the same. I never feel relaxed. Happiness seems like something that is out of reach. My friends called and …
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i feel lost sometimes too. i hope u feel better soon. take care
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Stopping by to say hello! Hope you are doing well!
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i don't really like to nit pick about stuff like this. i wouldn't waste my time on someone that completely wronged me or cheated on me. i am better than that. he didn't do that to me. just like i got pregnant, she did too, only i didn't want to ruin 3 lives so i had an abortion.
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no you misunderstood. he was dating her for a short period of time. i was right after. i dunno when he knew. i knew 3 months before she was due.
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bryan is my ex. we've been doing this dating crap for 3 years now, on and off, back and forth. we've been broken up for 10 months now but... can't seem to leave me alone for good? we broke up because i had an abortion and couldn't deal with it and he couldn't handle me. it was a mess. and he also was having a baby with another girl that he was with right before we got back together, and he hid it from me our whole relationship. i couldn't handle that. we didn't speak for... mmmm 6 months i think? i had to be away from him to heal. and here i am, holy healed, alone, and still loving and wanting him. ever just feel RIGHT with someone? when we are together, he can't let his attention off me. even when we say "friends only friends" something is always said, done, lines are crossed. i can't take it anymore. but i will still fucking take it and it's pathetic.
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Close Hypothyroidism
27 years old, suffered from anxiety/depression pretty much my entire life. I am starting to wonder if I have thyroid disease. I have tried 6-7 anti-depressants/anxiety medicine and none of them have made me much better, some even made me worse. My grandmother had thyroid problems but I can't recall what specifically.
