hlks's Journal

Well, that's it. I've reached my 3 month mark of not cutting. It's been extremely difficult. There were times, through the pain, betrayal, and abuse that I really wanted to. I'm not sure where I found the strength to stop myself, but somehow I did. I guess Ishould make a new goal now for another three months. it almost feels like starting over (god, i'm at the beginning of ANOTHER three months?!) and I have the urge to "reward" myself by giving myself permission to cut before I go another three months. I know I can't do that though. I think I'll make my next goal "stop cutting for 6 months" and start my progress at 50% so that it doesn't feel like I'm starting over so much.