at it again
February 12, 2009 11:05am
hello,
here I am insane again. I have so much time on my hands and I should be enjoying it because i have time off work. But no, I choose to be …
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selfishness, self-centerdness
May 19, 2008 11:39pm
I am sitting here bored out of my mind. On my days off, I feel like I have nothing to do. I don't know i am chosing to feel miserable today. I …
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Thank you so much. I really admire your strength too- you seem like a very courageous person. We all deserve the best :) *hugs*
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Coffee Corner Cafe drive by hugging. "To forgive is the highest, most beautiful form of love. In return, you will receive untold peace and happiness."--Robert Muller "Keep coming back"
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Coffee corner cafe drive by hugging. "Born to be wild - live to outgrow it." Lao Tzu "Keep Coming Back!"
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coffee corner cafe random drive by hugging. Huggsssssssssssssssssss. One day at a time.
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionbeen deppressed all my life, tried to kill myself when I was 17 right now i am not happy, I am very negative, and I am not grateful for all the things that i am blessed with I am thinking of stoping my medication so I can get the courage to slit my throat
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- Wellbutrin Somewhat Helpful
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- Writing Working / Worked
- I don't do it enough
Close Sexual Abuse
zelie1979 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Alcoholism
my bottom was becoming homeless, not able to keep a job, sleeping with people in motels to get a hit and a drink, realized that i was dying, i was all alone, i was a bad person, stealing so i could get more dope, I had to stop. I didn't like being homeless so I went to a recovery program.
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- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
Open Shyness
My story is that I am 5 years sober, i have two jobs and on my days off I would rather stay alone than sociolize. I have family but I am not close to them, in 5 years I have never been in a relationship, when i go to aa meetings I don't like to talk to people.
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- DailyStrength Too Soon to Tell
Open Hysterectomy
well I am thinking of hysterectomy of just my uterus because of fibroids.
