A message I got
October 10, 2009 8:48pm
Ok, this is messed up and I don't know how to respond to this message I ran into coming back into DS... here it is
you speakk as though you …
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About Me
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About Me
I am a person who struggles every day just to get through, even though I think I'm pretty good at hiding it (most of the time anyway)
I am a person who struggles every day just to get through, even though I think I'm pretty good at hiding it (most of the time anyway)
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It's been weeks
October 9, 2009 5:20pm
I haven't been online in weeks, and jeez do I need it today, and of course the days I need it the most, the most I can't find away to …
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Mental thoughts I've had today
September 15, 2009 2:39pm
Well, I'm going to try to get through this, and hopefully explain it well. I've thought alot recently about why I am so alone, and push …
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Fighting lonelyness
September 8, 2009 2:53pm
Back again, just trying to express myself in words seems hard to do. When my wife finally left me I was actually glad that it finally happended …
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Get Well Soon!
It is very important to generate a good attitude, a good heart, as much as possible. From this, happiness in both the short term and the long term for both yourself and others will come.
Dalai Lama
Ray of Sunshine
Some sunshine and (((hugs)))!!
Talk to you soon!
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Hug
Hey hon-how's it going?
Hug
you okay?
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Flower
special delivery for a special fellow
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Support Groups
Close Depression
The walking dead
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- WAS on...Dramatically increased and made problem MUCH worse
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- WAS on... stopped taking (thought I was better...) BACK ON AGAIN.... Gonna be Tiiiiired for a while
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
- First time I've acually tried this, will see
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- WAS on... stopped taking (thought I was better...)
Close Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I'm also suffering from Dependant PD, but my last treatments were only for Depression and Addiction.
Open Bipolar Disorder
Actually have Borderline, so my manic/depressive phases are alot shorter. Was also diag. with BP many years ago, but don't seem to have such cronic long lasting episodes as I did years ago. Coming here because I'm told that people are a little more aware and open, Pers. Disord. is a slow Group, and Depression is, well, just plain wierd sometimes.
Treatments
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Wanting med review, stopped major "mind racing" most of the time, but mood swings are very active.
Open Cocaine Addiction & Recovery
Strong addiction that I can not control
Treatments
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Working / Worked
- Actualy go to CA meetings, not NA Tired of picking up the just coming back tokens though
Open Loneliness
I'm so lonely it hurts more than I can handle.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Wife left... leaving me lost and alone
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- Horrible...
