nohope18's Journal

"Jenni if you cut yourself then we both bleed" this is what phoebe wrote when pilled up on Friday/Saturday depends what time it was! what do i say to that tho! i just pretended i didnt see but she knows i did! im so upset about it. mainly cuz i was so involved in myself the whole time i never knew she felt that way! :( fuck sake im such a bad friend its unreal!

had a good night last night tho me and phoebe did some leagal highs they were pretty good actually! and at first we were just really lethargic and giggly then we both just got really nauseaus and then phoebe was sick about 10 times in various places around barnstaple and then i just got so fed up that i couldnt be sick so i just ended up shoving my fingers down my throat! which kinda just made it worse! my throat was killing after that! then we went back to phoebes after walking around barnstaple on a little mission for abour 2 1/2 hrs, and just monged out on her bed and watched tv then i finished the rest of my whiskey and listened to the radio till about 9:30am then walked to the bus stop got the bus home!