nohope18's Journal

had quite a good day today saw sharon in the morning bout my nvq work and she said that what ive done is fantastic and that im way ahead of everyone else! i have got hardly any work left to do and then all thats left is for her to come in when im working and observe me then ive finished all the work and she can mark it wahoo

then went to my interview for college not so good she said i need to sort out my issues before i can think about doing such a high maintenance course which is fair play really! past mistakes and stuggles really have come back to bite me on the ass lol not gunna let it get me down tho!

then before my y-smart meeting went and got some lunch in the supermarket and dont know if it was a sub-conscious thing or what but ended up walking down the aerosols isle bout 10 times didnt buy  any tho which im very pleased bout 

then went to my ysmart meeting and didnt have to own up to having huffed bout 20 times during the week cuz i only did it once so another very good thing

came home and had the random urge to tidy my room (????????) i also bought some candles and coloured  decorative pieces of glass and put them all round my room lit all the candles and put out the glass peices and it looked so amazing just all these little lights dotted around .

another good thing not only did i eat breakfast i also ate lunch and am now munching on dinner

so today has been a very positive day for me have got work at 7pm till 11pm then im going out to paint the town red wahoo

havnt sworn yet so im gunna take that as a good thing lol

it so weird my brother is playing a war game it will take bout 5 gunshots to kill you but you can kill an enemy by punching them in the head ???????????????????

i think i know why its been a good day! i have a bracelet that my gran left me in her will havnt worn it yet but today i put it on cuz i knew that it would be a stressful day but it hasnt its bin one of the best days yet sounds silly but i really feel that she was with me the whole way

i just hope this positive energy continues at work xxxxxxxxxxxxxx