nohope18

Open Self-Injury

i have self harmed since i was about 10-11 i didnt really know wot i was doing at the time im not nearly 18 and after all these years of pain and i dont even know why any more its just turned into this addiction that i cant live without. its like smoking you know its slowly killing you and will someday be the cause of your death but you do it anyway and sometimes both for the same reasons x

Treatments

Red Marker Too Soon to Tell

i still self harm but the red marker does stop me sometimes

Squeezing Ice Not Working

i didnt really like this all i did was get a puddle of water in my hand

Tattoos Working / Worked

i bought a hena tattoo kit and left it on overnight then peel it off the next day stings a bit specially if you have hairy arms like me lol but it left like a orange/red mark behind and was really usefull x

Open Depression - Teen

every day is a bad day for me go to college and i just feel so stupid cuz i dont get ne of the work i constantly worry bout my weight and wot people fink of me nd to make things worse i just feel like no one loves me i just want a hug

Treatments

Music Somewhat Helpful

wen im stresse to play on my keyboard untill ive calmed down nd if that doesnt work self harm

Open Eating Disorders
Type: Anorexia

i have recently overcome anorexia and am finding it difficult not to slip back into old paterns.

Open Shyness

i get really shy round people then i choke up my words nd i dnt know what to say

Open Inhalant Abuse & Recovery

ive bin inhaling aerosols since i was bout 14/15 so bout 3 yrs

Open Insomnia

i have trouble getting to sleep nd finally fall asleep at bout 4-5 am in the morning then dont wake up till bout 3-5 in the afternoon

Treatments

Music Not Working

anysort of noise no matter how quiet just keeps me awake its the same with light

Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)

i wudnt really say i have a problem its just when i get stressed i tend to pull my hair out and i love putting on mascara then scraping it off using my nails, i just want sum info on it really cuz my mate has the same problem

Open Bedwetting

Treatments

Desmopressin Working / Worked

worked when using but stopped after i stopped

Open Stuttering

i cant get out a sentence without stuttering or merging wrords (try and say two words at the same time) really frustartes me and makes me feel stupid

Treatments

Patience Not Working

sayingf the sentence in my head before i say it preparing speeches when i call someone i write down all the things i want to say then read ity off the peice of paper still doesnt work i cant even type this prpoerly ffs ahhhhhhh

Open Bisexuality

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

have bin bullied all my life got beaten up more times than i can remember and everyday just insults from every direction

Treatments

Forgiveness Not Working

Group Therapy Working / Worked

Music Somewhat Helpful

Psychotherapy Not Working

Talking Somewhat Helpful

Open Alcoholism

Open Paranoia

i dont know if i suffer from it but i get really paranoid about little things like if im walking down the street i get paranoid that im being followed and things like that.