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hello my friends..I am writing because I have 2 demons I have been fighting with for quit some time now...mr smoke and mrs drink..I have to stop feeding these toxins into my body..I just dont know how or cant seem to get it done!!..or stick with it..my job and my life is very stressful and I want sooo badly to be a better person I just cant seem to overcome this..I fight with it daily..I want to go to church I think this will help me..I just cant go regularly because of my job I have to work sundays and nights..Its bad enuff dealing with the hpv and everyday situations and its sooo easy to go back to bad habits and comfort..I hate who I have become..and I hate that I am no longer strong enuff to do this ..as I always thought of myself as being a strong independant individual....Maybe I just need to learn how to do babysteps..I dont know...but I would like any advise from others who have encoutered this problem..anything that might have worked for any of you is greatly appreciated
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I know you can do it... God does not exist only in the church he exists in the spirit. I know this, for in my experience He has been there for me when I hit my knees and prayed. Learn to listen and you will hear the voice that is calling you. You already have it sounds to me by realizing your life is unmanageable. When I quit listening & sharing with my Higher Power is when I went back to mr. smoke and almost when back to mrs. drink. I know you can do it...
Athenean
Thank you Atenean..I will pray and I will listen..I need alot of help job..addiction..finances...family...sometimes it just gets to be too much..I can do it..I have chose a date again..tuesday to stop..stay close I will need ya
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I am with you on this one. I don't drink, but the smoking has really got it's claws into me. :-( It's so hard to kick this habit. Especially when I am bored, after I eat, upset....I keep praying for the strength from God to help me quit.
Jenn820