razorfloss's Journal

well today i heard about a lady i know and her son  ,he was 52 pretty fit but was an alcoholic ,i didnt know him personally .he had moved back home with his mum some time ago due to personal issues and i think a marrage break up .

the thing is his poor mum found him dead in bed the other morning , that was shocking enough ,but the most shocking stomouch turning thing of all is how an alcoholic can often die ,aparently he was found in a huge pool of his own blood which the stench was horrendous ,i didnt know this ,but an alcoholic if dies from alcoholism ,it often ends this way ,his liver had burst and basically he hemeraged to death !!  every body opening pouring with blood from his internal organ . i dont actually drink myself any more ,but this has affected me quite alot ,the thought of a person dying this way has touched something in me beyond belief .

I just thought i would share this with who ever chooses to read this and I  just pray to god ,that if it only helps one person fight this awful dreadful desease and recover ,,then it was the right thing to do on my point in sharing this .

to any alcoholic reading this ,i may not know you or this poor guy that now lays on a morcherys slab ,but please i hope this touches you ,as much as it has me ,and helps you do something to save yourself from this very sad ending to your life .

My life time has been cruel and painful ,with very few happy times ,but when they were there i cherrished them every moment ,life is for living ,,life is a gift ,,it is far too short and the good die young ,,dont who ever you are end up being the next case to die this way ,if not for youu ,but your loved ones .