Jen, im so sorry. I left in such a state, i forgot to give you my email.
I felt guilty for using this site as my support system.
Lately, ive been having a hard time with my faith. I feel that its not as strong as it was.
As you know, my mum has parkinsons. Well, our church teaches that we are to pray for and to expect healing. Jen, ive been praying for 5 yrs, my whole family has. Mum still isnt well.
then, i got my diagnose, and i know its not life threatening or anything, but i just got to feeling that all my family seem to suffering alot, and i felt that my prayers were going unanswered about alot of things, so i stopped praying.
I then thought that God would be cross with me for using DS for the support i needed. I felt that He would think i should get it all from Him. ( honestly, how presumptous of me to assume i knew what he was thinking!) So, i closed my account.
3 days later, i realised id made a huge mistake.
Support comes in all different ways. God may have even wanted me to find this site, and to get the love and comfort and support i needed. Sometimes, family just dont get it, and also, with all my parents have to cope with, i dont like to burden them more with my worries and pains.
Did LaurieG give you my email at home?? let me know, and i will pm it to you. that way, we will always be in touch.
Jen, im so sorry. I left in such a state, i forgot to give you my email.
I felt guilty for using this site as my support system.
Lately, ive been having a hard time with my faith. I feel that its not as strong as it was.
As you know, my mum has parkinsons. Well, our church teaches that we are to pray for and to expect healing. Jen, ive been praying for 5 yrs, my whole family has. Mum still isnt well.
then, i got my diagnose, and i know its not life threatening or anything, but i just got to feeling that all my family seem to suffering alot, and i felt that my prayers were going unanswered about alot of things, so i stopped praying.
I then thought that God would be cross with me for using DS for the support i needed. I felt that He would think i should get it all from Him. ( honestly, how presumptous of me to assume i knew what he was thinking!) So, i closed my account.
3 days later, i realised id made a huge mistake.
Support comes in all different ways. God may have even wanted me to find this site, and to get the love and comfort and support i needed. Sometimes, family just dont get it, and also, with all my parents have to cope with, i dont like to burden them more with my worries and pains.
Did LaurieG give you my email at home?? let me know, and i will pm it to you. that way, we will always be in touch.
So sorry that i upset you, i never meant to.
Love and hugs, Sharon, xoxoxoxo
LillyBluebell