The Light Within
I look up to th night sky
To see an eye poking at me
In darkness I see
The beautiful moonlight
And through the clouds
It looks upon me
Encircled by a red …
I am now starting the second part of my life. I am aqunquagenarian polymath and have entered college on line in September. I have been clear of hep-c for just about 1 year now. I have taken a postive look on life by change the negatives into a postive energy by divulging projects to keep me busy. The physical pain can sometimes break through and take over my mind. Those days can be difficult to cope with but I know it will pass. Right now I am playing hooky from the doctors. There is a new occurance that has come to haunt me. My platelets will not go up. They stay really low. I asked the doctor for new parts but he repied that they do not make that model anymore and there is no replacement parts. LOL... I also found out that I was never Bipolar (misdiagonised). I am unique in my mental process. I process in the ADHD mode with OCD readings. The new meds made it possible for me to attend college. I finally have focus abilities. I enjoy life and embrace it with all my existence. Knowlege without creativity is just knowlege and creativity without knowlege is discovery. Knowlege with creativity, awareness, love, innerpeace, empathy, reverence for life, and understanding is wisdom. Suffering teaches us how to grow. Elysium exsists within my soul.
I am now starting the second part of my life. I am aqunquagenarian polymath and have entered college on line in September. I have been clear of hep-c for just about 1 year now. I have taken a postive look on life by change the negatives into a postive energy by divulging projects to keep me busy. The physical pain can sometimes break through and take over my mind. Those days can be difficult to cope with but I know it will pass. Right now I am playing hooky from the doctors. There is a new occurance
As time goes by interests change and is all part of my passing. I attend college for graphic design and will continue into media arts and animation. This seems to keep me busy. I am also writing a book with many illustrations. I do photography, paint, draw design, digital manipulations, and have learned some animation. I like to hike and work in my garden. I play with my cat and feed my turantulas. I like listening to all kinds of music depending on what I am doing and the mood I am in. I like fantasy, horror, anime, sci-fi and action movies. I make things out of what I find in the woods. I love to cook healty gourmet meals with herbs from my garden. I sometimes play games on the computer. I found out that the nitendow Wii is used for physical therphy and pain management with sucess. I think this can be a fun activity while doing theraphy.
As time goes by interests change and is all part of my passing. I attend college for graphic design and
I look up to th night sky
To see an eye poking at me
In darkness I see
The beautiful moonlight
And through the clouds
It looks upon me
Encircled by a red …
I think I will keep this pretty brief. I am now dealing with education now for the first time since I was 20. It is an interesting experience. Online …
Today is a good day as any. I woke up and had a coffee and sat with my cat and her new kittens. She had 3 kittens 3 days ago. Took pictures of the …
Today I Be
Outside in natures garden
I listen to the music
of the earth singing to me.
For what is that sound?
Birds cherping and flying through the …
Hello! How r u! Speak to me, please. THanks! Mike
Hi Kathy, I was just checking up on my friends and thought I'd stop by and see how you are doing. I hope all is well with you. I'm doing well, stay pretty busy with my grandchildren. Take care, catch my up when you get the change. ((((hugs))))
good to see you are doing well. I liked your poem from your last journal entry
I'm North, up 15 minutes on 95. mike
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I have back pain all the time. When I do anything I am in bed for days and even then i am in tears. I have degenerative dic and narrowing of the spine. I also have osyterartheritis, scollious. I have been taken off all medication because my body cannot handle it right now. I was on interferon and my blood counts went way down. I almost lost my life. I have been fighting to get stronger. They said my body cannot handle medication but as in the last week my pain has progrevively worsened.Help
I got hep c From a blood transplant over 2o yaers ago during a surgery. I have been on interferon but my immune system went down and I almost lost my life. So at present I am on hold.
I have rumatiod artheritis due to having hep c. It is sometimes difficult. i now have a hard time opening a bottle or cands and have non childproof caps on my medicines. I aman artist and like use of my hands. Sometimes they just get stuck and I constantly drop things. My feet sometimes do not cooperate. I also have osterioartheritis with is also painful all over. I yold the doctor I want new hands and he laughed.
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i suposely had bi-polar and now with all that has been going on my doctor is sure it is adhd which has been queationed by my other doctor. not sure of what medication since i have to be careful of medications
was really bad as a child. I constantly count. I have everything aranged and rearange to keep thing perfect in the way I see them.I will do thing till they are perfect.Everything must be clean. I hate stepping on lines.
I am working on this. I get lost throughout my day. Focus is a task for me. Side tracking is easy.