IonaJ's Journal

laying alone on my bed

Feelings of lonliness, isolation fill my head

It wont stop, it wont leave me 

I wished i could change it and feel like i belong believe me

I play my cd that makes me feel like someone cares

the beautiful voice, the lyrics tears

At my soul, as i feel i can relate

My heart opens up to this person instead of hate

The lyrics, his face i can picture in my mind

His heart felt kindness so hard to find

I listen with so much emotion as his spirit overcomes me

This person is beautiful, his heart i see

Throughout the years i study and admire him

When it boils down to it my whole lifes been

Focused on what he would place infront of me 

I'd buy it religiously play it his lyrics motivated me

When i heard it, it madfe me believe life wasnt so bad

There was people like him and i was so glad

Cause i felt the world was terribly evil with mean people, its true

 If it weren't for him i dont know what i'd do

Now he is gone, died and people are still mean

He was the most important person that i'd ever seen

I finally got tickets to see his show

I was real happy to go

Now my dream is painful and gone

Why he died? Its so wrong

People need to never forget what he did

He was a man on the outside but inside a kid

He was just like me in a way

But allot more talented i must say

I hope i can see him in heaven id hug him so tight

Tell him i believed in him whether he was black or white

Im gonna miss seeing any new things he could of brought to this world

Of money driven people who dont care 

But inside me he will always be there

I love Michael Jackson 

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