Angrey
May 17, 2008 11:33pm
I haven't been on this site in a long time.
The last few weeks have been hard. Probably even longer, I cant remember how I was …
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Riku
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About Me
Riku
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About Me
Well there's not much to me. I run a lot, or a least I try too. I've been to CIF a few times. I was a "over a achiever" but not so much any more. I live with older sister that hates me and my mom that doesn't know I exist. Just a junior in high, and really not looking forward to college, but plan on going for survial purposes. I love my school, And I am on the exctutive board of my school's ASB, and I probably would of killed myself ealier this school year if I was not on ASB. Its the only thing that I love that loves me back.
Well there's not much to me. I run a lot, or a least I try too. I've been to CIF a few times. I was a "over a achiever" but not so much any more. I live with older sister that hates me and my mom that doesn't know I exist. Just a junior in high, and really not looking forward to college, but plan on going for survial purposes. I love my school, And I am on the exctutive board of my school's ASB, and I probably would of killed myself ealier this school year if I was not on ASB. Its the only thing
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Interests
Track and Field, Politics; I'm a history nerd.
Track and Field, Politics; I'm a history nerd.
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Journal
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Journal Entry for April 25, 2008
April 25, 2008 12:15am
Life is horrible.
No mine in particular, by life and society as a whole.
People are so fake
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Better
March 18, 2008 2:46am
I feel better.
I'm mad though.
I'm fusterated at how fake everyone is.
I', content. Not Happy, To be happy
I have to be like them,
and …
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Last Night
March 9, 2008 10:14pm
I started writing in my journal notebook again becasue my sister wanted to use the interner adaptor.
I realize that giving up would hurt a …
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Giving up
March 9, 2008 1:26am
so, I having been on for a while, partly because we moved and it took a while to get internet in my new "home",
I thought I was happy, but I …
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Hugbook
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hey Riku, do you need a friend?
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Hii long time no talk did u forget about me=[ well i didnt forget about jus droppin by to see how u were take care
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Hii long time no talk did u forget about me=[ well i didnt forget about jus droppin by to see how u were take care
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up an down. bin depressed but im better now. Hope ure ok. :)
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Hey. Just passin lol. How u?
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
Four years of depression... I dont tell any of my friends,I dont have any that I'm that close with. This year its hurting my grades, I'm not very hopeful... If i wasn't afraid of the what happens in the next life, I would kill myself
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- My journal soon became my best friend
Close Teen Sexuality
Riku hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Coming Out
Riku hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bipolar Disorder
Riku hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Teen Anxiety
Riku hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bisexuality
Riku hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open High School Stress
Treatments
- Running Working / Worked
- When I was stressed out I would run and use that sensation as a means of self abuse. After a while I got happy. But then I got injuired. It would hurt just to walk. I started doing drugs to numb the pain. Now Im clean but running has never been the same
Open Sleep Problems - Childhood
Riku hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Shyness
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