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hermiane 
Another sad day in paradise, everyday since Dec. 13th. 2007. On Sunday, May 4th our angel celebrated his 4th birthday with Jesus. We also tried to do something special on that day to validate the occassion for him. We went to the park and had a kickball game in his honor and we sang Happy Birthday and let some balloons go to heaven in hopes he would recieve them all.
Oh how the pain in my heart seems to be getting worst. I use to cry 3 times a day and now I just cry all day long. I think I'm driving my family crazy. I want to hjold him in my arms and feel him. Why won't god just give me that. I pray so hard everyday. I hate this earth without him.
