Journal Entry for May 21, 2009
May 21, 2009 9:16pm
Alyssa18aus 
4:53am, September 25, 2009
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About Me
Alyssa18aus
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Interests
Psychology, Art, Wow, Cartoons
Psychology, Art, Wow, Cartoons
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Journal
This entry is private
This entry is private
This entry is private
This entry is private
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Hugbook
Moment of Peace
how are u
Hug
Reading your story, was like reading my life. I know exactly how you are feeling, anytimne you want to talk just drop by! (anytime) :)
Hug
I do care. Anytime that you want to talk, I'm here. Tim
Flower
Welcome and I can tell you from my own personal experience, this place helps. If not from anyone's directly it can indirectly by seeing that you are not alone. If you ever need someone to chat with, I'm online most of the day, most days. Your first flowers!!
Hug
Hope all is well :) thinking of you. Just thought I would give you a hug.
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Obesity
since i was 3 which is as far back as i can remember i've been fat/fatest in my group(family,school,community) and my dad has called me fat and ridiculed me for the same amount of time. i 've gotten yelled at on the street by randoms, my dads called me fat and reminded me everyday at least once. my weight is probly attributed to mum using food to medicat me. consequently i hate society and my parents. well theyre ok now, but it sucks they supported my weight gain in my younger years.
Treatments
- Xenical Somewhat Helpful
- it expelled the fat but i dont know i guess it worked in theory?
Close Teen Anxiety
my anxiety spawns from being over analytical since i was like 6 ive had panic attacks so since it wasnt addressed its just carried on into my teens years. plus my social anxiety, about failing and dissapointing people and rejection and my weight. various contributing factors to my stress levels. that suck
Open Shyness
mix of shy/embarassment/apprehesiveness/lack of worth
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- still trying partial meds
- Self-help Working / Worked
- self harm and no
- Socializing Working / Worked
- nope. used
Open Burns
yeh i burned myself 3+ year old scar still there looks effed up.
Open Self-Injury
cuts, burns, smileys, an asthma puffer pressed down on your arm and "puffed", chemical burn i guess.. umm razors, scisors, pins, metal rings, metal cross,kitchen knife
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- no
- Talking Working / Worked
- no. nothing happened , few tears here and there some laughs and jokes
Open Stress Management
i get so stressed i wanna run away and lock myself away from any stress what so ever, i cant hadle the possiblity of failing so i dont even wanna try n e more, well i have to though thats life well kind of not rele mine.. its complex
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- sooooooo works but losing its theraputic value gradually
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- at first was fab kind of back fired
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
Alyssa18aus hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
daddys defect for quite sometime, hes since apologized it helps i wont ever forgive him or my mum
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- i drew alot of angry stuff mostly suicdes and demons. typical.
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- too much resentment to forget but i understand reasoning behind it. it still sucks and the motional scarring and consequences really really suck.
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- one time, it sucked i was weird
- Leave Working / Worked
- 15 left with bf at the time he had bipolar i was depressed and socially stressed.. quite the pair.
- Music Working / Worked
- the best form of getting away from it all it just works so well
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- from paediatricion to dietician to therapistsss
- Talking Working / Worked
- i talk to almost anyone who will listen. even when i know it will come back and bite me in the ass, or theyre not trust worthy or they will laugh and trivialise it or whatever i always talk im too scared of what i would do if i didnt,.
Open Bisexuality
looking for advice
