I want to die.
August 19, 2008 1:21pm
I can do nothing write. I'm a horrible daughter, neice, cousin, granddaughter. My grandma told me so. I will go no where in life. So why should I …
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About Me
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About Me
My life revolves around hiding as much of my true self (and all of its vulnerabilities) as possible. I try to make friends, but it is extremely hard as I am so particular about everything. I spend most of my time at work, on the computer, reading, or watching Law and Order.
My life revolves around hiding as much of my true self (and all of its vulnerabilities) as possible. I try to make friends, but it is extremely hard as I am so particular about everything. I spend most of my time at work, on the computer, reading, or watching Law and Order.
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Freaked
July 6, 2008 2:47am
Okay, so my dad is out camping this weekend and I'm home alone. I was at work earlier when my landlord called and said he came to get some of his …
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"Break Down Here" Julie Roberts.
July 1, 2008 11:23pm
Mile marker 203The gas gauge leanin on the edge of EAnd I'll be damned if the rain ain't pourin downTheres somethin smokin underneath the …
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Update
June 20, 2008 2:52pm
Well, its been a long night and day. Last night, I admitted to my best friend that even though I'm dating my current boyfriend, I'm still …
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Back home
June 18, 2008 10:16am
Well, I'm back home. Been up for going on 48 hours. No jet lag here. Tonight, I'm gonna crash. Just figured I'd message, I'm working …
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Flower
hi my frend.. u ok??
Hug
wanted to give you a hug. i hope you feel better. you can go far if you want too. i will be gone soon. i give you an extra big hug
Celebration
Hope you are doing good.
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Hug
be youself and you will be the happiest person ever alive.
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I am an average teenager, and it is for this reason that many think I am depressed. I believe it is caused by deeper issues, the abuse in my past, and all the complications from that.
Treatments
- Meditation Working / Worked
- "Self Hypnosis" is more what I do (Look it up on the internet) It helps me relax when I'm most upset, and allows me to sleep.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Don't have many friends, the ones I do are great and help me through a lot, and my Dad. He is my rock.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I write poetry when I get really depressed. It comes to me naturally, and helps. That and I get some amazing poetry out of the deal.
Close Sexual Abuse
Story put short: My mom's second husband abused me from the time I was 8 until I was 11 and he became to sick to do it anymore. He passed away shortly after I turned 12. I still suffer from inability to relate to peers my own age, and relations with guys.
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I write, but as my teacher points out, all my poems relate to being hurt by the ones I love. I write when depressed, but don't ever know I am. I feel momentarily better.
Open Skin Cancer
Well... I don't have the diagnosis yet, but I'm scared. I'm set to see a dermatologist as soon as possible. We believe I have it... I'm only 17... what do I do???
Open Teen Sexuality
Average teen, in love with a wonderful guy.
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
My best friend, a guy I secretly loved, ended it all March 17th 2006. I can remember everything about him, his smell, his looks, his touch. I miss him. I still "See" him.
