calyn1

Open Diets & Weight Maintenance

i have trouble with binging and overeating to a very large degree, and i'm sick of it. i need to make a change. i want to be beautiful for ME.

Treatments

3 Hour Diet Not Working

Eat Less Somewhat Helpful

Hoodia Not Working

Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful

Open Fitness Goals
Type: Maintain a workout schedule

i have always struggled to stay in between the 2 extremes of excercising excessively and being really lazy. i really just want a happy medium and to feel good an healthy.

Treatments

Running Somewhat Helpful

Weight Training Not Working

Open Pet Bereavement

when i was i think about 12, my dog sandy died. i loved her so, so much. she was my best friend who was there when all the others left and i had to deal with change. she passed away after we were weaning her off steroids for a blood clotting disease and here back legs swelled. she was in lots of pain. when she was put to sleep i didn't understand and didn't say good bye or i love you. i'm 17 and i can't seem to move on.

Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

i'm depressed. period. and it will never change. most days i wish i was dead or in a coma. i just can't deal with life at all.

Treatments

Psychotherapy Considering

Seroquel Somewhat Helpful

Open Teen Anxiety

i am just a really really anxious person, in fact, i someone was going to describe me in one word, that word would be anxious. i am a perfectionist with OCD and generalized aniety disorders and besides me hyperventilating and crying a lot, it comes out through self harming and eating related issues. so, in short, MY LIFE IS SO FREAKING FUN!!!!!!!!!

Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)

i have had my period for 7/8 years and my pms is so, so bad. i'm pretty sure it is pmdd. i get such bad cravings, bloating, and mood swings. most times before my period i am suicidal...obviously scares people a bit... i just need someone to talk to durring those times (and for all the time), i think this will be a great group for me to be in.

Open Internet Addiction

basically i use the internet as an escape because i don't know how to live and love.

Open Epilepsy & Seizures

hi, just the other day i had two seizures (never had one before that i don't think). it was quite interesting, i must say. went to the hospital and everything. one happened at school and the other was at home at dinner. my best guess is that it was a non-epilectic seizure from stress. that kind of sucks though because anxiety isn't just a part of my life, it is my life. so this should be interesting to say the least.

Open Weight Loss For Teens

i am fat. period. end of story. i can't stop eating, i binge, and as a result i am so uncomfortable with my body and fat rolls that i carry a pillow over my stomach at all times. most times i just want to die because i can't stop myself and i am so ugly--maybe one day i'll get my wish.

Open Loneliness

i guess i just feel alone in general all of the time. with people or not--so now i choose to avoid people because i don't know how to act around them anymore. the only friends i have are in my internal fantasy world...

Open Shyness

i just have a problem being around people. i either talk too much or freak out and act all weird and scittish. basically, people kinda scare me...

Treatments

Pets Working / Worked

Singing Working / Worked

love to sing

Open Gay & Lesbian Teens

I often wonder about my sexual orientation because i have never dated and never really had a crush i don't think. but i have gotten nervous and excited around some girls, as well as older male teachers (and other older women too). i guess i just want to understand myself and how i can be happy with love and my sexuality.

Open Anxiety

i am chronically worried about everything. i have severe perfectionism, ocd, gad, panic attacks and depression. i am soon going to college, and i am bracing myself for the worst possible result--probably my suicide.

Open Panic Attacks

i have dealt with gad, ocd and depression all my life, but after i went on wellbutrin and had seizures, i seem to now get panic attacks as well...

Open Eating Disorders

I was diagnosed with EDNOS...it seems to be different now that i'm at college...

Treatments

Prozac Not Working

Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Relative

my uncle just died. wasn't really a suprise, but it's still a shock. i'm so confused as to how to feel...