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Goal End Date is Jul 10, 08 486 days ago.
happy4me 
11:41pm, October 2, 2009
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About Me
happy4me
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About Me
My life in a nutshell. My husband of 18 years has been a cheating, lying thief who is also in my and the courts eyes a child molester. He moved in June to live with a girl he met on line a few months earlier. No good bye to the kids and no explanation of what the hell was going on. He doesnt send money or call the kids. I will be homeless in 3 weeks. The other parts of me are I work, go to school, take care of the house and I am a single mom of 2 great kids.
My life in a nutshell. My husband of 18 years has been a cheating, lying thief who is also in my and the courts eyes a child molester. He moved in June to live with a girl he met on line a few months earlier. No good bye to the kids and no explanation of what the hell was going on. He doesnt send money or call the kids. I will be homeless in 3 weeks. The other parts of me are I work, go to school, take care of the house and I am a single mom of 2 great kids.
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I started trying to get out there but now the shock of everything has put me back to where I cry. What interest can you have when you never have time for anything fun anymore. All of you on here have saved my life so many times whether you know it or not. Sometimes just seeing a hug from someone can change my whole day. So thank you all for being here and supporting me so much. I love you all!!
I started trying to get out there but now the shock of everything has put me back to where I cry. What
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Oh Nic. I'm so sorry. Go0d that just SUCKS> He is a big asshole. Life for me is the same, uggh.
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I just can't help. you are so damn sexy. I am yous secret stalker. lmao
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Close Breakups & Divorce
1-30-09 ~ I have been married 17 1/2 yrs. 15 months ago my husband had an affair He also stopped coming home and calling. I found out on Halloween 08 about the affair. I should have left but I was dumb and tried to make it work. He was in a manic state (BP) and just kept treating me like I was the worst person in the world. On January 13, 2008 he said he wanted a divorce and that he hasnt loved me in years if ever. He never filed, either have I but we are not together. I hurt very much.
Treatments
- Paxil Working / Worked
- Worked but the weight gain was to much.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I would be much worse if I couldn't talk to anyone.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI was severely depressed for 2 years. I never thought I would be normal again. I would sit in corners of my room for days. My husband and children suffered alot because of this. After many doctors and medicine I finally found a good dr. and I started feeling good within a week and have never gone back to that scary world. It has been 3 years now. There is hope!!
Treatments
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- I had been put on every medication you can think of. Within a week of this medicine I was feeling much better. Still taking it 2 1/2 years later and doing great.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Took a while to find a therepist I clicked with. When I did it helped so much
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Bipolar Disorder
My husband is BP1 in denial. He cheated, lied and ruined our financial stability. He also left me and the kids to be single. He wont go back to the dr. and doesn't believe that he is bi- polar. I am BP2. Was very sick for 2 yrs and then finally found the right meds. I had severe mixed episodes. I hurt my family alot. Never lied, cheated or spent money but was very verbally abusive to my husband. I guess I'm getting my payback.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Helps keep my depression away since the end of my marraige.
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Helps keep my depression away since the end of my marriage.
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- This helped me so much
- Ambien Working / Worked
- I cant sleep at all. Its been 8 yrs now. Even with the Ambien I dont sleep well. It use to work better then anything.
Open Family & Friends of Bipolar
Small update: June 30 2008 My husband was mis DX with depression 1 1/2 yr ago.In sept. he started acting very strange. He was diagnosed bi-polar. He doesn't believe the dr. so he stopped seeing him. He works 5 hours away so I was only seeing him on the weekends. By the 2nd week in Sept. he had started cheating, opened a secret c.card, etc. As of today, he has spent 25,000 most on credit,girl in NOT gone,just found out she is still around, wants a divorce. It will be 17yr married July 10th.
Open Fibromyalgia
I was DX with fibro 8 yrs ago this June.It tokk a year to Dx me properly. I am alot better now but went through some very difficult times.
Treatments
- Aqua Therapy Working / Worked
- Love my Jacuzzi
- Cyclobenzaprine Working / Worked
- It helped but not using it now
- Cymbalta Not Working
- Didn't help
- Duragesic Patch Not Working
- Sent me to the mental hospital. it was the main cause of my breakdown.
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Didn't work
- Elavil Working / Worked
- Think it worked but not using now
- Guaifenesin Not Working
- Lyrica Working / Worked
- I use it when the pain is severe. Otherwise the side effects are to much. But it works great.
- Morphine Working / Worked
- Worked for awhile but then needed more. So I was put on the patch.
- Neurontin Working / Worked
- Worked a little bit. Not enough to stay on
- Zanaflex Working / Worked
- Subutex Working / Worked
- It was the best thing to happen to me. Works great. Still have pain but nothing compared to before. Have been using it for almost 3yrs.
Open Infidelity
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