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ChristinaCat85 
9:34pm Friday
nights like this are when i wonder about my sanity..
when i get incredibly irrational and my mind just creates things for me to freak out over. i can send myself into a horrible anxiety attack with one little thought that wouldnt even be a big deal to most people but i can blow it out of proportion like its going out of style.
i despise every single part of who i am...except for you
the physical pain on top of all of that doesnt help much either...
if i were one of those people who had no problems with falliing asleep, i'd sleep straight through days or nights when i feel this way but who can fall asleep when you're freaking out or when you're in horrible pain.
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Depression will do this kind of thing to you. You might want to try Abilify as an adjunct to your antidepressants. It's a partial-dopamine agonist and it will help some with those symptoms.
I use a dose of Strattera about twice a week and it's Norepinephrine mechanism works wonder on somatic pain.
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