ChristinaCat85's Journal

Stolen from my sis :) 

1. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are? 

40 lol

2. Which is worse, failing or never trying?
both are pretty shittastic lol

3. If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?
because humans are flawed as fuckballs

4. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?

its way more than likely

5. What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?

closemindedness

6. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?

singing in my car

7. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
i'm just trying to figure out how to live my life to the fullest with all these illnesses

8. If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
i'd try to stop being so afraid of...everything

9. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?
too much.

10. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
is there really a right way to do things? lol

11. You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do?

tell them to stop being idiots and remove their heads from their ass. then evaluate theirselves and try to figure out why it is that they feel the need to judge someone they dont know

12. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?
Live.

13. Would you break the law to save a loved one?
definitely

14. Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?
all the time

15. What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
live lol

16. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?

because they're not medicated?

17. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?

move to Canada. everything

18. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
I always am.

19. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?
Canada...reasons.

20. Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?
No and no lol although i'm tempted

21. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?
can I have a 50/50 kinda deal? lol

22. Why are you, you?
life happened

23. Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?
no

24. Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?
both are pretty shitty

25. What are you most grateful for?
being alive

26. Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?
 lose all of my old ones.

27. Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first?

uhhh

28. Has your greatest fear ever come true?
i have quite a few huge fears. one came true.

29. Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now?
Yeah because I learned a lot about myself and how no matter how much you love someone or they love you, we're all so flawed and we're all going to screw each other over at some point.

30. What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special?
swimming with my best friend

31. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?
at the last concert I went to

32. If not now, then when?

 theres no telling

33. If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?
i'm so damn confused now lol

34. Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?
no. lol.

35. Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?
ive often wondered the same thing

36. Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?
i'm always doubtful about most things lol

37. If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?
If I had one, probably lol

38. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
More work I enjoy doing.

39. Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?

Nah. only 90 times before

40. When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?

Okay for that lol

41. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?

A few people. These questions are making me think too hard for 4:38 AM

42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?

No lol i'm not even that desperate

43. What is the difference between being alive and truly living?
Alive is existing, living is doing something with it. < agreeing with my twin

44. When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?
right now.

45. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?
Because we're human? lol

46. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?

A lot.

47. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?
like 2 seconds ago lol

48. What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?
Doctor Pepper. I just drank some.

49. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that?
probably not lol

50. Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?
I'm making the decision for myself right now to go to sleep. lol goodnight :)