ChristinaCat85's Journal

okay before i talk about whats going on with me lately, i'm gonna have to rant a little bit.

i am completely livid about this whole media frenzy over Jessica Simpson's 'so called' weight gain.

First of all, it's sickening that people in this world are so incredibly judgemental and harsh.
what kind of message is this sending out to young girl's who are so vulnerable to this sort of thing.

stuff like this is why so many women and even men in this world have no self esteem and feel bad about theirselves all the time.

do people ever stop to think about the feelings of the person being attacked over something so personal?

secondly, she isnt even big enough to be considered fluffy!

it's so completely ridiculous that so many people are flipping out over this.

i doubt she could even be categorized as plus sized.

its completely disgusting and it says alot about what our world has turned into.

people need to realize that some people just arent gonna be stick thin and if judgemental, mean, people would pull their heads out of their ass, they'd realize that bigger people are actual people too, with feelings and its hard enough living life being bigger without having to deal with idiots who have nothing better to do with their time than make other people miserable.

not everyone who is over weight are overweight because of laziness or overeating.

there are alot of things that can lead to being overweight.

gah!

okay. done with rant.

moving on.

lets see whats been going on with me...

oh

yeah

i ended things with that guy.

i just couldnt go on hoping that i'd get stronger feelings for him. it just wasnt and isnt going to happen.

our personalities clash so bad...

he honestly annoys me beyond belief.

i know that sounds bad but he acted like he was so superior to me and had life 'all figured out'.

i cant deal with stuff like that.

we never know what life is gonna hand to us tomorrow.

we may have tons of learning experiences but as long as we're alive, theres a chance that we'll go through something bigger than anything we've been through previously.

its just a fact.

but yeah.

jimmy has been staying with me for almost 2 weeks now haha

we're attached at the hip lately. hes moving to boston on feb. 26th so we're tryin to hang out as much as possible.

i dont even wanna think about when he leaves.

ive watched one too many people walk out of my life recently.

i know hes not walking out of my life but it will be really hard to not have him here anymore.

i'll be going to boston soon to visit though. i cant wait for that.

oh and theyre saying it might snow here this coming week and i sooo hope it does.

i made some new friends this week. theyre friends of jimmys and for some reason they decided they loved me the night they met me haha

theyre all off the wall and completely hilarious and even more random than i am so we all get along great.

i'll never understand why i can walk into a room of gay men and they all love me but i cant get a straight guy thats worth a damn to give me 2 seconds of his time. so odd.

oh right, its cause im fluffy. how could i forget lol

i got a hair cut this week. finally. i got 2 inches taken off, got some layers cut in it, and got my bangs cut. no one has really noticed any of it except for the bangs cause my hair is so crazy long lol

anyways, im totally exhausted. theres probably more to tell but i cant think straight.

im breaking out in this weird rash on my arms. i think it may be a reaction to some cleaning products i used. hmm.

so yeah. i hope yall are doing well.

have a great weekend!

and if you havent already, check out mine and Jimmy's video on the entry before this one.

Mucho loves to yall!

Christy